the unspoken

BUGIS♥!!!~

2010-10-17T11:23:00.003+08:00

Went out with Twinny yesterday!!~ Suppose to go out with Twinny,

Joanna, Ryan and ZY and Gary~ But then ZY can't make it so

we had to postpone~ But still went out with Twinny!!~ Arrived

at Bugis then walked around!!~ It was my first time there!!~

*eyes sparkles* I LOVE IT THERE!!~ So many things!!~ And

the shop inside sells copic markers!!~ Damn...my money...

Couldn't buy any yesterday~ Then we also saw this akiba shop

inside!!~ Yukatas and Kimonos!!~ So cute!!~ Plus jap uniforms!!~

Then went out to eat at mcdonalds~ Haha!!~ We've all been eating

mac all the time these days~ Twinny waited till lunch to buy her

food~ Save money~

After "lunch" we went around the shops to look for my

cosplay stuff~ Found Iza-pyon's rings!!~ Two of them!!~ > w <

It cost me like 24 bucks!!~ "OTL.... But it's for the sake of anime!!~

Went around a bit more then went to take Neoprint!!~ My first

time too!!~ Didn't know what to do!!~ An Qi kept screaming to

hurry choose something!!~ I was panicking the whole time!!~

Then during decoration time she kept screaming to hurry up cos

got time!!~ Q w Q ... Damn hectic.... But soooo fun!!~ Took

neoprints two times!!~ > w <

After that we went around a little bit more then decided to

go to Vivo cos Ryan and everyone said they went there~

Idiots....last minute went to ask where they were then they

say bugis....what the fuck?~

So twinny and i decided to go plaza sing instead~ Went around

to look for more coats for AFA but no success~ Went to daiso

and saw lots of Halloween stuff for $2!!~ So we got the idea

to organise Halloween party!!~ Thought about the things for a bit~

Then went to check Otaku House and they had Izaya's costume

in the catalog but needs to be ordered...

WILL FRIGGIN TAKE A MONTH TO RECEIVE!!~ Can't

make it to AFA if that happens so decided to not take it~

So tired after that~ Looked around if they had more stuff

then decided to go home~ Went to compass and bought some

stuff first~ An Qi found the stockings for my costume!!~ Yay!!~

Then went to look around for red contacts~ Nobody sold them

in compass!!~ Q A Q .... will have to look around at other stores..

PLAYGROUND!!!~

2010-10-12T19:06:00.003+08:00

Been hanging out at the playground after exams

with An Qi, ZY, Joanna, Ryan and Joshua~

So fun!!~ Ate at mcdonalds then played blind mice

and other games with everyone today~ LOL!!~

plus the look on Joanna's face!!~ AHAHAHAHA!!~

*JUMPS AROUND LAUGHING*

Anyway...very lazy to post details now...

All in all i just had fun today♥~

LIAR GAME FINAL STAGE !!~

2010-09-01T19:37:00.004+08:00

Aye!!~ Went out with Jinny today~

Haha!!~ I arrived earlier than her!!~

Went to Vivo to watch liar game!!~

Went around looking at figmas and

stuff for while then went to eat

at Fruit Paradise ♥ !!~ Uhn...damn

expensive.... stupid pie and drink

cost 12.50 already~ Met with An Qi

and Sheryl outside the shop when

they arrived then went to watch

Liar Game♥!!~ So fun!!!!~ I swear

the last part was a marriage proposal!!~

Who agrees with me?!!~ Pfft~ Had to

go home after that cos mom only gave

me a few hours of out~

Photo Taimu!!~

I suck at taking pics right?~ And pie display pics were

from Jinny~ Sigh....i should really learn how to take pics~

MONSTER [demo ♥]

2010-08-26T21:23:00.002+08:00

LYRICS

"Love me. Love me."
That's all I ask for,
"Love me. Love me."

He battered his tiny fists to feel something
Wondered what it's like to touch and feel something

Monster, How should I feel
Honest romance,
Looking through the windows,
I will hear their voices,
I'm a glass child,
I am Hannah's regrets

That night he caged her,
Bruised and broke her,
He struggled closer,
Then he stole her.

Violet wrists and then her ankles, Silent pain
Then he slowly saw his nightmares were his dreams

Oh, oh
Cheap love and cheap skin
Oh, oh
It speaks and he lives

Monster
How should I feel?
Honest romance
Looking through the windows
I will hear their voices
I'm a glass child
I'm Hannah's tears and regrets

There he goes, There he goes
He's dipping all down to the floor
Turn around, Turn around
They're running him into the ground
Secret safe, Secret sound
Don't let him know that he is dead
He's in the same bloody hall with a size twenty heart
Drinking his own black blood

Monster, so who's the monster?

Monster! How do I feel? How do I feel?
Monster! How do I feel? How do I feel?

So he turned the sheets down,
And fell into a sleepless dream
Of bathtub's full of kerosene and glow flies,
All the lovely clouds in black and white
And he carved up room keys and closed his ears with pillow lace,
Their words murder to his ears somehow got tattooed in his veins.

Thank you

2010-08-22T16:03:00.004+08:00

Lyrics - Romaji & English
Original / Romaji Lyrics English Translation

Kitto boku wa tazuneraretan darou
Umareru mae dokoka no dareka ni
"Mirai to kako dochira ka hitotsu wo
Mireru you ni shite ageru kara sa
Docchi ga ii?"

- I'm sure I was probably asked
before I was born, by someone from somewhere
"I will make it so you can see
either the past or the future, so
which do you want?"

Soshite boku wa kako wo erandan darou
Tsuyoi hito yori yasashii hito ni
Nareru you ni naremasu you ni to
"Omoide"tte nandaka wakaru you ni

- And then, I probably chose the past
So that I can become, so I may become
a kind person rather than a strong person
So that I understand what "memories" are

Tsuzukete dareka san wa boku ni iu
"Ude mo ashi mo kuchi mo mimi mo me mo
Shinzou mo oppai mo hana no ana mo
Futatsu zutsu tsukete ageru kara ne
Ii deshou?"

- Continuing, That Somebody said to me
"arms, legs, mouths, ears, eyes,
hearts, breasts, and the holes in your nose,
I'll give you two of each, so
isn't that great?"

Dakedo boku wa onegai shitanda yo
"Kuchi wa hitotsu dake de ii desu" to
Boku ga hitori de kenka shinai you ni
Hitori to dake kisu ga dekiru you ni

- But I asked a favor
"I'm fine with just one mouth" I said
So that I don't fight with myself
So that I can only kiss one person

Wasuretai demo wasurenai
Konna omoi wo nanto yobu no kai

- This kind of feeling that I want to forget, but can't
What do you call it?

Sukoshi fukigen na kao no sono hito wa
Mata shikatanaku hanashi hajimeta
"Ichiban daiji na shinzou wa sa
Ryou mune ni tsukete ageru kara ne
Ii deshou?"

- That person with a slightly displeased face
He began to speak again, cuz he had to
"The heart, which is most important
I'll put one in each side of your chest, so
isn't that great?"

Matamata boku wa onegai shitanda
"Osoreirimasu ga kono boku ni wa
Migigawa no shinzou wa irimasen
Wagamama bakari itte suimasen"

- Yet again I asked a favor
I'm sorry, but as for me
I don't need the heart on my right side
sorry for always saying selfish things"

Boku ni taisetsu na hito ga dekite
Sono ko dakishimeru toki hajimete
Futatsu no kodou ga chanto mune no
Ryougawa de naru no ga wakaru you ni

- That is so that when I meet an important person
And I hold her
I will understand for the first time
That our two beats sound on both sides of our chest.

Hidari wa boku no de migi wa kimi no
Hidari wa kimi no de migi wa boku no
Hitori ja dokoka kaketeru you ni
Hitori de nado ikite kanai you ni

- The left is mine, and the right is yours
The left is yours, and the right is mine
So that when I am alone, there is something missing
So that I do not live on alone

Wasuretai demo wasurenai
Konna omoi wo nanto yobu no kai

- This kind of feeling that I want to forget, but can't
What do you call it?

Mune ga sawagashii demo natsukashii
Konna omoi wo nanto yobu no kai

- My chest is a flutter, but this kind of feeling
that is so nostalgic, what do you call it?

"Sou ieba saigo ni mou hitotsu dake
'Namida' mo opushon de tsukeyou ka
Nakute mo zenzen shishou wa nai kedo
Mendou dakaratte tsukenai hito mo iru yo
Dou suru?"

- "By the way, There's just one more thing
should I add "tears" as an option?
Even without it, there is no impediment, but
some people don't add it, because it's a pain.
What will you do?"

Soshite boku wa onegai shitanda yo
Tsuyoi hito yori yasashii hito ni
Nareru you ni naremasu you ni to
"Taisetsu"tte nandaka wakaru you ni

- And then, I asked a for it
So that I can become, so I may become
a kind person rather than a strong person
So that I understand what "importance" is

"Jaa chinamini namida no ashi dakedo mo
Kimi no suki na ashi wo erande yo
Suppaku shitari shouppaku shitari
Karaku shitari amaku shitari
Doredemo suki na no wo erande yo
Dore ga ii?"

- "So, by the way, as for the flavor of the tears
choose a flavor you like
They're sour, salty,
hot, sweet,
choose any one you like
Which one do you want?"

"Nozomidoori subete ga
Kanaerarete iru deshou?
Dakara namida ni kureru
Sono kao wo chanto misete yo
Saa hokorashige ni misete yo"

- Has everything been granted
the way you hoped?
So show me your face
that is always crying
well, show me proudly"

"Honto ni arigatou gozaimashita
Iroiro to otekazu wo kakemashita
Saigo ni hitotsu dake ii desu ka?

- "Thank you very much
Sorry to have troubled you with so much
May I ask just one last thing?

Dokka de oai shita koto arimasu ka?"

-Have we met somewhere before?"

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

Thank you....

I've just remembered i'm human...

I feel....just like everyone else....

And it's...okay.....

Thank you everyone...for teaching me how to feel...

Showing me i'm still human....

Thank you Mijin , An Qi, Dong Mei, Pamela, Sue Ann, Joey, Iza-nii, Ricchan, Re-nii, Renny, Enma-nii, Jehan-nii and everyone else for teaching me friendship and joy....

Thank you 1151222914 for showing me love and i'm sorry for hurting you...

Thank you very much to you know who you are for teaching me love for the first time, pain and heartbreak...i promise to make use of everything i've learnt from you and be more careful...thank you....

I'm sorry....I promise i'll find myself this time....

I'm writing again....

2010-08-21T13:13:00.002+08:00

WHY THE FUCK DID THEY DO THAT?!!~
NO WAY!!~ THEY CAN'T JUST DO THAT!!~
ALOIS JUST CAN'T DISAPPEAR LIKE THAT!!~
IT'S NOT FAIR!!!~ CLAUDE SHOULD DIE!!~
*end of pissed off otaku rant*

Fuuu...guess i'm writing again....
I really should've expected that....
They're all the same anyway...in the end they'll
just leave....and i'll be played by someone else
again like the puppet i've always been....
I wonder why others can't see that i'm not the
one playing with others....that i'm actually the one
being played with....like some sort of experiment...
I guess even those illusions have left me...
I guess they've disappeared too...
like everyone else....i'm sorry if i'm being cynical....

lalala~

2010-06-11T12:22:00.002+08:00

Ah...nothing fun seems to happen this last few days. Nothing interesting. However...i've been having this insane craving for chocolate. Not to mention i've been having strange urges onto just rolling on the floor and laughing like a lunatic every minute of the day... I think they might have twisted a few cogs in my brain too much.... Nothing i can do about that now. Other than that i guess i've really lost it. Never in my life have i ever given in to so much of my friends influence. Now i'm just to deep into this mess that keeps messing up my rational thinking. Stupid fandom anime shit. Well it isn't shit though... AHH!!! Leave it... Daddy's leaving for NZ soon. Yay for extra freedom!!! Then we'll be following...sadly. Speaking of which...after the passport shit tat made me miss my schedule for pixar with inforcomm daddy brought us to find stuff for the com. Inks and whatever shit at suntec. Stupid computer event thingy. So many god damn people. I have fucking space issues damn it!! At least we went for pizza after that. Izac suddenly passed by and i was sitting at the side so i saw him. Took some time to realise it was him though. Nearly chocked on my food to laugh... Lol. Mirrored shocked faces are so funny!!! After that went back again to get some more stuff. Went to dhoby before going back home to get some more stuff. Went home after eating dinner. Ah...totally shitty life... Nothing fun happens... Except for my insane trips. I mean like i laugh to sleep sometimes. My brother has to climb down the bunk bed just to slap my face and then a full on fight commences. Does any other human out there experience that? Must be my recent over dose on sugar and caffeine but i tried not to get any of those in my system for the past 3 days so why am i still like that? Ah....i'm really off my rocker. And i love it!!! I don't laugh just cos of that sometimes though. I've been having lots of epipahnies on ludicrous things bout humanity. I mean like for example... i've realised that all of us aren't only categorised as humans...we're already angels and demons ourselves so what's the use of the afterlife. And how god seems to be just as sadistic as satan cos he's the one who shitted us in this planet to make us go through all hell. Hell that i don't even know was his doing or satans. Maybe both. They should just be friends right? They're so fucking similar!!! Ah...i'm thinking of being a free thinker once i'm old enough. I also realised that suicide is such a pointless and stupid thing to do but it's also very useful. I less shit load in this planet, no? Haha i don't fucking get how this is considered rational. Humanity is really utterly twisted now to the point where everyone is far too deep in their own sick and morbid charade to even think about getting back up. And i'm not being helping anybody cos i think its far too interesting to watch!!! Ah...its their problem though and not mine. Friends have my support though but since i'm off and i'm a yellow light they should understand and learn how to watch themselves before i get far too interested and do something irrational. Guess i talk and mull over lots of stuff when i'm bored. It's not like anybody reads and understands anyway.

Coke is evil

2010-06-06T19:14:00.003+08:00

Propping up the phone onto my right shoulder as i listened to my mothers reminders of the tasks she had given me to accomplish hours before, i opened the freezer as i told a little white lie that i did do what i was told. As i placed the phone onto the counter after hanging up, i pulled the coke bottle from the freezer. Holidays. I always lose all logical things from school that i've learnt cos of it. Now, if it was during school days where i have logical and sane thoughts swimming in my head i would've remembered that it's a bad idea to open the coke bottle after pulling it out of the fridge but since it's the holidays, everyone knows i opnened it.

Mistake #1:
I opened the bottle to only cause an explosion with the bottle cap hitting my head and coke spraying upwards then everywhere including me.

Mistake#2:
I frantically wiped my shirt first and had totally forgotten the still *spraying* coke.

Mistake#4:
I slipped onto some of the coke spilled onto the floor and hit my head while holding onto the coke bottle that i was about to place onto the sink as coke splashed onto my face.

Mistake#5:
Placing it onto the sink was a bad idea as coke exploded up onto the clean dishes lined up neatly up the dish shelves.

Mistake#6:
I forgot that mops existed and started cleaning the floor with toilet papers.

Mistake#7:
Finally remembering the mop i quickly dipped it onto some water in a tub and just dragged it out. Totally forgetting to bring the tub and causing water to drip all over the floor.

Mistake#8:
Since the mop was still dripping with so much water, i made the kitchen mess worse.

Mistake#9:
After finally getting the floor clean i brought the mop and the tub back into the toilet. As i was about to go back into the kitchen to clean the walls with more toilet paper. I totally forgot that the floor was still wet with water and thus i fell face flat onto the floor. Ouch.

Mistake#10:
Shooing your brother away as he was irritating was a bad idea. After asking him to come back and help all the while getting an "you told me to stay away" reply i pulled a chair and started to climb up the counter. I didn't notice the wet patch of water there and once again i slipped. Well at least i was still awake to be able to hold onto the cabinets on top of the counter and save myself from falling.

Mistake#11:
Changing your clothes before trying to wash your previous coke drenched one with a basin in teh toilet is an extremely bad idea. I slipped and gripped onto the basin of water on the counter top to have it tilt towards me and spill all the water onto my dry clothes. Great. Just great...

Mistake#12:
Frantically cleaning all the massive mess knowing your parents would be back soon and trying to calm yourself down will totally make you forget of the smaller details. When my parents got back it was way to late to clean the ceiling and the dishes.

And this concludes how stupid i can get sometimes and how coke can be really evil.

Nendoroid petit

2010-06-05T20:05:00.008+08:00

Went out with Mijin today. Finally.... Took so much to get my parents to let me out. Brought our brothers along. Met at MRT at 10.30. Went to dhoby. Had so much fun bickering in the train.
Reaced there after some time and went to buy tickets first. Shrek XD
Had good seats. 2nd row from the back and in the middle. After that roamed around
different anime shops that were open. Was holding out my money so that i can look at other stuff first. Had spent a lot of time in comics connection. Went up around 12 and found otaku house shop about to open. Dashed inside when the lady just opened the door. Spotted nendoroids immediately. Was going crazy inside. Saw lots of cosplay stuff. Found a miku and some naruto outfits. Wanted to buy the miku outfit but once i saw the price tag i nearly
passed away. 1oo over bucks $ __ $ I don't have that much moneh!! T ^ T
Found lots of other fun stuff and a miku postcard set. Still held my money cos the other
shops weren't open yet. Wanted to buy lots of stuff. Got dragged out by Mijin to finally watch movie. Had so much fun. Won't be telling the story so that it wouldn't spoil other people's fun.
Had to hold for the toilet for a whole 30mins before the movie ended. One question kept running through my mind though. How the hell did the donkey friggin manage to screw the dragon is seriously impossible if you think bout it. Blame Mijin's and many of my friends sick brains.... And wasn't there a Rumplestilskin guy already? Ah... i'll just leave it at that. After the movie we went to have lunch. Ate at Burger King. Wan't that hungry so i just ate a burger. After that went back up to Otaku House and found many other shops open. Roamed inside different shops. Running in and out and in and out to compare the prices. Never realised nendoroids could cost $60 and vocaloid basic figmas could reach all the way to $70. Petits could also cost $50 depending on the character!!! In the end i bought a miku nendoroid petite. Supposed to be $30 but the auntie gave it for $25. So nice eh XD Wanted to get the original miku but then out of stock. Then i wanted to get L but also out of stock. L was $50.... T ^ T Was thinking of getting Haku since the miku wasn't the original one cos Haku only had one left. Wanted others as well but ended up on miku.

Some pics of my miku. Edited roughly cos i'm far too lazy to do much.

I'm fucked up

2010-05-28T18:58:00.002+08:00

Life's a bitch yeah?
Glad they're finally here to
reconstruct and fix the flaws
of my fucked up system.
I'm gonna tell them not to fix
me this time to how i was
previously fucking programmed.
I'm gonna go for a modification.
Fuck Yeah!!! Once i'm done
those fucktards can just go and
drop dead. Wait. Correction tape.
THEY CAN JUST SAVE THE
FUCKING WORLD A PROBLEM
AND GO KILL THEMSELVES!!!
ONE LESS BITCH/BASTARD
IN THE ALREADY SCREWED
HELL HOLE OF A PLANET!!
I promise i'll go and laugh at
their funeral. Tired of every shit
they've made me go through.
Let's see if they can digest their
own sick shit.

I'm NOT a misanthropist

2010-05-26T15:13:00.003+08:00

Haha. I'm starting to despise
my beloved earth including
every single breathing human
living in its labyrinthine paths.
Now isn' it just so ludicrously
unfair? I love humans! Who
doesn't? They're polychromatic
creation and destruction at the
same time!!! Birth. Carnage.
Nonetheless, even if its biased,
I have a few i whom i veridically
want to berate. I just...

2010-05-15T20:53:00.001+08:00

I know what to do now....
I'm gonna be what i want to be.
What i should be.
I'll take everything at my own pace.
Do everything at my own pace.
I'm gonna be my own self.

The irrational

2010-05-11T19:11:00.004+08:00

Tomorrow's the last day for exams.
I can't wait for the excruciatingly,
painfuly, boring exams -that i shall be
partaking on- for a subject called home
economics. Now i wonder why i'm
the rep for this subject...
I had art today and it was fulfilling
enough to express some of my
irrational thoughts.
I hope that i passed at least 2 of
the many papers i have already taken.

They're slowly coming back now.
My morbid, unorthodox thoughts.
On a candid note, i'm starting to
revert back to my old self once more.
The only difference is...i'm a tad more...
peachy....
My resolve is still quiet inchoate though...
I'm still cynical.

Even though Mr. 1151222914 is already
of much succor i still don't get why he
said that. Its meant to be barren of
everything other than solace.
It's just so simply, utterly...perplexing.

I suppose i could try learning how.
I'm not a misanthropist but i'm just
frankly... chary of certain... decisions.

It'll take a while. That, i am sure.
Just some time would be great.
Some time to dispel and delete,
learn and reset all the dopey, veridical
facts in my brain. For that sometimes i
feel so incredibly... selfish... I'm taking
too much time running away from
the rationale no?

I little bit more complex words added
up there but i hope someone is able
to interpret. Literature is also a form
of art to me and hence my rare usage
of labyrinthine words. Just a little
thing that piques my curiosity of things.

Indonesia

2010-05-02T23:12:00.005+08:00

Yep yep went there.
Only for a day XP
So fun~ AND TIRING!!!
Couldn't sms cos i was out of Singapore.
Rawr! Wasn't so happy cos i couldn't
chat with Mr. I'm Flooding Your Mind.
Pirupirupiru~ Puhi...
So random. Went to Indonesia cos my
grans and my aunts and my cousins
which i find all extremely annoying
sometimes are here for summer vacation.
Instead of Malaysia we went there.
Had fun with all the places i went to.
Lemme see....its in Batam...um....i went to
some cake shop, a temple uh....something
and something...lunch at golden something...
miniature house place...i dunno what already...
and 2 shopping malls. Haha...daddy bought
me new shorts even though it was so ex and
i didn't know. My maths fail. Thank you
daddy. I feel so extremely childish right now.
Actually finally having fun with my life now.
I feel so happy. Exams coming soon as well
and i dun remember so many things. I blame
you Mr I'm Flooding Your Mind for everything.
Even more if i fail my exams XP
Oh yeah!!! I saw 8 year olds driving
motorcycles as well!!! Sugoi!!! My mom learned
when she was 13 and i thought that was so cool
but this really cuts the cake! Seriously!!!
Ah...Maybe i'll upload some pics. I've never
really kept that promise but then again it was
never one in the first place. No one knows though...

I'm so confused and unsure right now but i find
myself not caring. Perhaps that's why i'm
having fun. Though i'm aware we're both empty
and this thing is empty, i don't seem to mind.
And i think neither do you. Even if you say those
things and i return them don't you ever wonder...
"what are we doing?"... It seems kinda pointless
cos we're in the same condition and all, yet why
are we going on this again? Heh...i guess we'll
just see what this is able to fix. Thank you still...

reason

2010-05-01T09:47:00.005+08:00

Everybody does stuff for a reason. The reason is not always the same. Every human has a reason for their actions. We're human as well. We have our reasons. No matter how an outsider looks at it, they will never think we're similar. They will never find our reason. If they do discover it, they won't understand. They'll think it's stupid. Crazy. For us, it's the only thing that keeps us sane. We hold each other's ground. Don't try to ask us anything. Don't you think we deserve some peace once in a while? Let us be and don't ask. We're both human. We both need what everyone does. We both have our reasons. We just both need someone to keep us sane and happy. Just someone for comfort... One day, once we're both ready to be on our own, we'll be better. I don't know when that comes though...

It's not love.
It never was.
We don't know what this brings,
But for now, It's just friendship
even if we're chained together.
It's just for comfort.
And its mutual.

I swear i'll change the layout

2010-04-26T15:03:00.002+08:00

RAWR...my blog layout is pissing me off.
Maybe it's cos i'm not the one who made it.
I drew something already but i can't find
enough time to do. I need at least a couple
of hours plus the fact that MYE is coming
and that i have to study so that i can reach
that god damn target of mine, I can't do
anything!!! Plus THERE'S SO MUCH
HOMEWORK AND I'M NOT GETTING
PAID!!!! School is so troublesome no?

Hm.....read all the way to chapter 48 of
KWMS already. Waiting for chapter 49.
It's taking too long... and i decided to start
on naruto after MYE. And start on other
animes after as well. This time i'll do it for
sure... Ah...i can't believe i brought home
my books to study. Later going out to
celebrate Dad's Birthday. Hmhmm.....
tomorrow there's geog test and i still have
to finish my maths homework and my
science that i didn't bother doing a few
days ago.

Seriously...sometimes i still can't suppress
myself. I've gotten better at it though.
Baka Aniki figured out the numbers already.
Stupid. It's still bugging me though... I'm a
perfectionist and i hate it when i slip and
give stuff away. You never know when
somebody pays attention. There's still
those sparing glances.

MYE

2010-04-24T14:30:00.003+08:00

Hah so bored...Lol. It's my first time
reading a manga and i must say it's
actually kind of fun. I read kaichou
wa maid-sama. I just figured that
the manga isn't finish yet. Still
ongoing. Though i hate waiting i
guess i have no choice. I don't even
know how frequent it comes out.

Mid year is coming so i really go to
stop using the com already. I can't
believe i haven't submitted a single
work in DA for so long.... I'm such a
slob.... So lazy....

My god... Jie Jie too smart lol. Figure
out so much already. Shhh...... you
keep secret ok? I only have one
Jie and no others. Even brother...
Lol. So pathetic....

I'm so lazy to do a single review!!!!
IMMA SLOB!!!!! I DON'T EVEN
FEEL LIKE PLAYING TR!!!!
So lazy.....

Got lazy to file in the review.

2010-04-20T20:37:00.004+08:00

Title states it all...
Well it's been a few days after
the last anime episode that i've
watched....Pathetic....
MYE is coming again.
This time i think i'll study seriously.
Not the " study the day before till
4 in the morning " kind. I think i'll
try to study for a full on 2 weeks.
Need money. A little bribe with my
parents wont hurt right?

Instead of a review how bout just
some info on some animes i've
found really fun.

K-ON season 2
-It started again. Not much info
bout it. Just a continuation of
the last season. Still great as
ever with new songs.

Kaichou wa Maid-sama
-Something different from the
usual stuff i watch. This time
with a tad bit more of something
else.... Really funny though...

Angel Beats!
-In a world after death, angels
fight for their fate and their future.
Yuri, the leader of the Shinda Sekai
Sensen, rebels against the god who
destined her to have an unreasonable
life. On the otherhand, Tenshi, the
chairperson of the student council for
the world after death, battles against
the SSS members. SSS members
utilize armed weaponry to battle it out
against the angels harnessing supernatural
powers.

Angel beats info from animefreak.

That's it i suppose. It's little info but all
i can say is that they're interesting.
Watch and try.

Sometimes i don't get the purpose of
flashing this sort of things when nobody
even reads. Ah...heck at least they know
i'm not dead yet.

I can't believe its actually much easier
now than what used to be. It's not
totally easy but at least i've already
found enough to let go. I can't take
it anymore i suppose. I've lost from
the start just that i was too stubborn
to let go. I suppose i've finally had
enough of what i'm putting myself
through.

I may be a masochist but
i'm still human nonetheless. I still
breath i still bleed i still cry i still feel.
It's the basics of being human.

There are still all the lies though.
I have good reasons though...
To be cruel to be selfish to not
care is necessary if weak people
like me wants to survive this hell
hole. It's one way where i can look
strong. Not weak like what i really
am. Because no matter what...no
matter what happens....i'm human.

Lying keeps people away. Keeps
myself away from trouble as well.
I envy those people who has the
freedom of any expression.
Those who are allowed to be kind.
Those people who can take things.
Those who are strong. Life's unfair.

*Sigh* I don't usually express my
thoughts in blogs. It's kinda rare
for me to do this but i guess i have
no choice if i honestly want to fall.
I have to be aware of the truth that
i've been lying all about to myself.

This is actaully what's difficult for
me. To keep up with my game,
my lies. One slip is dangerous.
Everything can just crash down
with one slip. Everything must be
perfect. Every expression, every
reaction down to every posture
must be perfect. It's crucial.
But i chose this cos i don't want to see
that person being held down by
me anymore. Time to let go.

Hmmhmmm...i guess from now
everything is gonna be a challenge.
And i guess i've told enough for now.
i don't want things too obvious.

Quiz :]

2010-04-18T21:30:00.002+08:00

God i haven't done any of these for so long.
Lazy to file in a review right now so i'll
do it either early in the morning later
or later on tomorrow. I have 2 reviews.
Anyways....

How Many Things Have You Lived Through?

I have read a lot of books.

I have been on some sort of varsity team.

I have run more than 2 miles without stopping.

I have been to Canada.

I have been to Europe.

I have watched cartoons for hours.

I have tripped UP the stairs.

I have fallen down an entire flight of stairs.

I have been snowboarding/skiing.

I have played ping pong.

I swam in the ocean.

I have been on a whale watch.

I have seen fireworks.

I have seen a shooting star.

I have seen a meteor shower.

I have almost drowned.

I have been so embarrassed I wanted to disappear.

I have listened to one CD over & over & over again.

I have had stitches.

I have had frostbite.

I have licked a frozen pole and got stuck there.

I have stayed up til 2 doing homework/projects.

I currently have a job.

I have been ice skating.

I have been rollerblading

I have fallen flat on my face.

I have tripped over my own two feet.

I have been in a fist fight.

I have played videogames for more than 3 hours straight.

I have watched the power rangers.

I attend Church regularly.

I have played truth or dare.

I have already had my 16th birthday.

I have already had my 17th birthday.

I've called someone stupid.

I've been in a verbal argument.

I've cried in school.

I've played basketball on a team.

I've played baseball on a team.

I've played football on a team.

I've played soccer on a team.

I've done cheerleading on a team.

I've played softball on a team.

I've played volleyball on a team.

I've played tennis on a team.

I've been on a track or cross country team.

I've been swimming more than 20 times in my life.

I've bungee jumped.

I've climbed a rock wall.

I've lost more than $20.

I've called myself an idiot.

I've called someone else an idiot.

I've cried myself to sleep.

I've had (or have) pets.

I've owned a spice girls CD.

I've owned a britney spears CD.

I've owned an N*Sync CD.

I've owned a backstreet boys CD.

I've mooned someone.

I have sworn at someone of authority before.

I've been in the newspaper.

I've been on TV.

I've been to Hawaii.

I've eaten sushi.

I've been on the other side of a waterfall.

I've watched all of the Lord of the Rings movies.

I've watched all the Harry Potter movies.

I've watched all of the Rocky movies.

I've watched the 3 stooges.

I've watched "Newlyweds" Nick & Jessica.

I've watched Looney Tunes.

I've been stuffed into a locker/I have stuffed others into lockers.

I've been called a geek.

I've studied hard for a test and got a bad grade.

I've not studied at all for a test and aced it.

I've hugged my mom within the past 24 hrs.

I've hugged my dad within the past 24 hours.

I've met a celebrity/music artist.

I've written poetry.

I've been arrested.

I've been attracted to someone much older than me.

I've been tickled till I've cried.

I've tickled someone else until they cried.

I've had/have siblings.

I've been to a rock concert.

I've listened to classical music and enjoyed it.

I've been in a play.

I've been picked last in gym class.

I've been picked first in gym class.

I've been picked in that middle-range in gym class.

I've cried in front of my friends.

I've read a book longer than 1,000 pages.

I've played Halo 2.

I've freaked out over a sports game.

I've been to Alaska.

I've been to China.

I've been to Spain.

I've been to Japan.

I've had a fight with someone on AIM.

I've had a fight with someone face-to-face.

I've had serious conversations using IM.

I've forgiven someone who has done something wrong to me.

I've been forgiven.

I've screamed at a scary movie.

I've cried at a chick flick.

I've watched a lot of action movies.

I've screamed at the top of my lungs.

I've been to a rap concert.

I've been to a hip hop concert.

I've lived in more than 2 houses.

I've driven on the highway/been on the highway.

I've driven more than 400 miles in a day/been in a car that went more than 400 miles in a day.

I've been in a car accident.

I've done drugs.

I've been homesick.

I've thrown up.

I've puked on someone.

I've been horseback riding.

I've filled out more than 10 myspace surveys.

I've spoken my mind in public.

I've proved someone wrong.

I've been proven wrong by someone.

I've broken a leg.

I've broken an arm.

I've fallen off a swing.

I've swung on a swing for more than 30 mins straight.

I've watched Winnie the Pooh movies.

I've forgotten my backpack when I've gone to school.

I've lost my backpack.

I've come close to dying.

I've seen someone die.

I've known someone who has died.

I've wanted to be an actor/actress at some point.

I've done modeling.

I've forgotten to brush my teeth some mornings.

I've taken something/someone for granted.

I've realized how good my life is.

I've counted my blessings.

I've made fun of a classmate.

I've been asked out by someone and I said no.

I've slapped someone in the face.

I've been skateboarding.

I've been backstabbed by someone I thought was a friend.

I've lied to someone to their face.

I've told a little white lie.

I've taken a day off from school just so I don't go insane.

I've fainted.

I've had an argument with someone about whether cheerleading is a sport or not.

I've pushed someone into a pool.

I've been pushed into a pool.

I've been/are in love.

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Review: DRRR episode 13

2010-04-10T20:10:00.020+08:00

REVIEW!~
Haha... next time i wont take so many print screens.
Troublesome to upload. Finally... after a week of
waiting for the next part of the anime i got so bored.
Dunno why but didn't feel like watching other animes.
Though...i finished SO RA NO WO TO. So short.
Can't believe Noel is such a genius. Lazy to talk bout
that now. And yeah...The layout is only temporary
until i find the time to draw something and color
and edit the whole layout throughout. I just really
wanted to rip off the XDown layout cos its been like...
four months now? I promise to change this after i
finish the class blog. I hope i can finish all before
mid year. The layout is just a simple edit
from [look at the credits]. It's still just the base
with nothing yet. Now. The review....

First of... the new characters have been included with
the new opening that i totally love~

Saki Mikajima
Kida's girlfriend...i think... She's not new...just that i forgot
her name. Or was it even announced before?

Kinnosuke Kuzuhara.
Cop that's chasing Celty. I don't like him already. My first
opinion of him is that he sucks!!!

Shinger Kishitani.
Since the official anime website was in japanese...i don't
know what his name was. I never thought that he would
be Shinra's dad though. At first when i saw the Kishitani
in his name i was like... "is that his dad? No that's
impossible...he'd be so old then? Maybe he's brother?
No he's a lone child? A long lost relative perhaps?..."
Turns out my first guess was right.

It's really weird. These two are so weird together.
Seiji isn't even truly feeling the same thing Mika does.
Bleah...not that much of a complaint but i never really
did like those Yagiri siblings in the first place.

I swear that his teacher is a pedophile! He's freaking me

out. Everytime he sees Anri he looks like that.

Lol. And Kida saves the day chasing the pedophile away~

See? That Kuzuhara cop is a bastard.

Kuzuhara bastard scared Celty to death!

Introducing....Shinger the clean freak!!!

Lol. Tough. He's about to get beaten up but then he still

dares to put up a front.

Then again....maybe not.

Ok...Not really. Such a weird freak. I don't get how he can

be Shinra's dad.

Look, he acts all mighty and powerful like he's the one

who scared the shit out of those "bullies". Lol. What a

retard... - . - "

Now here's Simon. I think this is the first time i heard him

speak russian. Lol.

And HOMFG!!!! O . O IZAYA SPEAKS RUSSIAN?!!

I CAN'T BELIEVE IT!!! He really, seriously is the

proof of an insane genius!!! And he made russian sound

so cool. It fitted his voice. Lol. My fangirlism.... At least

i'm not like SOME PEOPLE who stalk them everywhere!!!

Though...Izaya is an obsession of mine right now. As well

as Shizzy-chan XP

Kida-kun! They finally revealed a piece of Kida being

inside the colour gangs. More accurately the yellow

scarves and also making he point a little more real to

those idiots who don't read the manga and even worst...

researching wikipedia that Kida is the leader of yellow

scarves. So weird that the leaders are like... kids.

And they also stated that they needed Kida. Most likely

cos of the yellow scarves members having some probs

with the dollars prevailing now after they disappeared

for a while.

And here is the SLASHER!!! Just felt like placing a little

bit more seriousness inside my review.

There's also this character inside the chat room that's

called Sinsong. I don't know who she really is but i think

she's the slasher. Everyone panicked when she got in.

Kanra's statement up there sounded really funny cos

they finally used the original voices of the chat room

people. Meaning Izaya as Kanra, Mikado as Tanaka

Tarou and Celty as Setton. Sinsong was silent though.

She has no voice. At all.

Lol. They can't keep her out.

Anri looks so cute. Even if she's covered in blood - . -"

Let me explain... She was being bullied by this 3 overly

tanned girls from Raira High. Seriously, one of them freaks

me out cos her eye is like...just black. No white parts.

And their makeup looks disgusting. I don't get how

they can blame Anri for some stupid things but then

the slasher came to help. Violently help.... I don't know if

the three are dead but there surely was some blood :)

Lol. I read from somewhere that Anri has connection

with the slasher but i don't know as what it is yet.

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

Well....that concludes my review. I don't know if i did

it right but in truth i don't really care cos sometimes

i don't really follow the rules. Their made to be

broken anyway. The review is more like a rant

actually with so many pictures. I don't care if it is but

the pictures do help fill up the lack of me posting

any of the pieces of my life. That's it then. And for

those people who obviously don't know what i'm

talking about with the review/rant of mine and wants

to ask me anything...i have an advice.....

GO FUCKING WATCH THE ANIME YOU MORON!!!!

Happy birthday to Derick and Ryan!~

2010-04-02T15:21:00.003+08:00

About time for me to post.
Thank facebook for helping
me remember these. Though
i think i forgot Jerald's.
Nvm. Happy belated birthday!~
But then there's that automatic
greeting service that facebook
provides so...I'm safe! Again...

Happy Birthday To Derick!~
You've been a great friend just
that i hope you didn't grow
even more taller by 10 cm or
else i'd be really short....
Hope you'll have more birthdays
to come.

Happy Birthday To Ryan!~
Lol. You've been a great friend.
Hope you'll have more birthdays
to come so that bubble tea service
wont stop X]

Anyway...i haven't watch any
anime episodes yet so no report.
Levelled up to green socks for TR
already! WOOTS!~ Need to buy
a Maki.

Recent week has been really
depressing and troublesome
so all i had done was bury myself
into doing the class tee for
distraction. Perhaps i'm unstable
now. I don't even know. Surely
there is a slight change.

Imma gonna go watch anime.
I'll post again once i've watched.
Gotta catch up on naruto as well.

why?

2010-03-28T11:18:00.003+08:00

It's really not that all suprising
if Izaya becomes the bad guy
but they could have chosen
somebody else. Namie would
have been fine. Well it's expected
cos Izaya has always been some
sort of sadomasochistic person.
He's probably keeping Celty's
head and waiting for her reaction.
Can't wait for episode 13!!!

Lol. I don't get how he dodges
those vending machines and
whatever that Shizuo throws
at him during random intervals.
Tch...sharp senses....
He's an informant after all.
Neh the future gang war won't be
so bad right? Eh...how i wish i
could change the script!!!
I'll just see what happens then.

Maybe i should start making
some sort of review for the animes
i watch. That way i'd be able to
keep up with making my blog dead
and watching animes on time.

And i can't wait for the BRS anime!!!
It's taking so long!!! Ugh....why can't
i just have control over time so
i can go forwad, go back and stop.
Well that's a pointless stupid wish.

Lemme see....things to do...
Draw mascot.
Draw class tee.
Finish hw.
Draw new blogskin.
Make new blogskin.
Update animes.
Download songs.
Blah blah blah blah blah.

Yesterday wen't to watch How to
train your dragon with my bro
cos my parent's didn't feel like
watching so they waited for us
outside. Stupid little midget kept
talking and ate all the popcorn.

Last week nothin much except
for YSP at sci center on thurs.
DNA experiment thing. Stupid
traffic got us home at 7 +.
Played toilet paper game on
somebody's iphone. Record
of 6+ seconds.

Had some brain disorientation
problems. Everything has
gotten heavier so i couldn't
take it then. I mean whoe gets
scolded for cca. Blamed it on me
when it was the traffic and cca
that got me home at 7.

Been weak on my mentallity

lately so i broke down...
Well that's a stupid thing
to do. I hate it when that happens
cos most of the time nobody's there.
Probably partly my fault...ok...
maybe totally my fault but i have
this sort of trust issue and i don't
like pouring my feelings to other
people so i just keep everything.

Wrong thing to do, most would
say but i also have stubborness
issues. I just don't know what
happened that day but then i
couldn't take things so i talked
to somebody. A spans of 20 sms
and me crying quietly in the
room after my parents went to
work and my brother bunked the
com.

Won't be mentioning the
name but it wasn't mijin or dong
mei. Weird right? Everyone
usually talks to their best friends
whatsoever bout their problems
but i have reasons. So many
thank yous for that person
cos it seriously took off so much
weight. Didn't know that was
possible. And so many sorrys for
the disturbance likewise. Don't even
know how to repay that person.

Then friday parents meeting thing.
Luckily my parents didn't come.
Wouldv'e been weird. I don't know
if it's me but after that thing on
thursday the whole friday i was
always placed close to the person
during class and whatever even until
the parent meeting thing. Akward....

Then.... hm....oh yeah! I don't know
how many people plays talesrunner
but i am here to advertise the game.
Just download it and play. It's a
race game with characters around
fairy tale kinds of feilds. Download
the english from gpotato. That's a
weird name. Levelled up to only
orange socks. So slow damn it.

Then.....advise you people to watch
DRRR. Noobs go figure it our
yourselves. I need to draw something.
I think i typed enough.
This should be long enough.

bye bye holiday's

2010-03-20T20:36:00.002+08:00

Damn! Why does it have to be only
for 1 week. I can't believe it's over
soon. HOLIDAYS!!!! NO!!!!! T . T
Everything's gonna be back to how
it was again. BORING. HECTIC.
MORE WORK. MORE NAGGING.
MORE ANNOYING. MORE PAIN
IN THE ASS. *Sigh*....why oh why?

My god! I don't even get why they
call this week a holiday when they
gave us so much homework!!!
Fucking hell I don't even get
the science. I finished home econ,
geog, some maths. God...i only
finished that much. I have like
SCIENCE, MATHS AND ART
LEFT!!! And they're all so effin
difficult. So many things to search
on, so many things to count and
so many things to draw!!!!
*BREATHES*

Sometimes i don't get why i have
a blog. No one reads it i'm sure.
Bleah...vent everything out in here.
At least i finally watched DRRR epi 11.
I couldn't wait and now that i finally
watched it...I CAN'T WAIT FOR
THE OTHER ONE!!! \m/

It was so fun. LOL. Mikado finally
was fully revealed as the dollars
leader and Izaya and Shizuo as
always caught attention and guess
what? CELTY WENT BALISTIC!!!
LOL. Hahaha. And those stupid
Yagiri siblings are starting to annoy
me more and more. Celty found her
head. Celty found her head. Celty
found her head. She found her hear.
*Swings in the chair*
And Mikado was so awsome doing
that thing with everybody's phone.
*Swings and laughs at the same time*

Gotta stop eating cookies with
chocolate inside. And i finally
found the song that i've been looking
for. Took me 2 1/2 months to find
it. Found where it came from a few
weeks ago but i only found the song
now. WHEE~

And oh my god! THE HOMEWORK!!!
GONNA TRY AND DO SOME NOW!!!
HELL YEAH!!!! Isn't it strange why
i'm trying to do my hw early?

Wahahahahaha

2010-03-17T17:01:00.003+08:00

Today went for science project
thing. Saw so many different
weird animals and plants.
Whole trip okay okay.
Had bubblegum ice cream
after that. Damn ex. Since
when was ice cream $2.50
for 3 tiny scoops.

Reason for the weird title
of my post is that i just can't
believe how funny they
revealed Mikado as the Dollars
leader. LOL. He was like the
normal kid throughout the
whole 9 episode then
suddenly on the 10th you
get freaked out once he
suddenly opens his computer
like a madman an logs in
to the dollars website while
typing something on his
phone. I found out bout
this long ago and i must admit
i'm still in shock so the video
became really funny.
I just can't imagine the faces
of those other people
who just found out about it.

Really late on watching it though.
About a few days has passed.
People in DA also got the info
long ago but it was really
funny when the others found
out. LOL. Wahahahahaha

I dunno if anybody even
understands this cos i don't
know anybody from my classes
that knows about DRRR.
But....I DON'T CARE!!!!

Hahahaha!~ And i seriously
need to print screen that
pic of Izaya air motorcyling
like a kid. So intact with
his childish side.

Probably gonna be posting
a lot more now. I need to
vent out a lot more.
It's good though cos i don't
think anybody even reads
my crap. I need a new layout!!!

something interesting actually happened at my boring life/

2010-03-14T21:15:00.004+08:00

Went to watch movie with
Dong Mei, Sheryl and Bao Lian
yeasterday :]
Had so muh fun.
Mijin was suppose to come but
then the friggin bitch didn't
understand that i said it was
"saturaday" and i also so "13"
but she thought it was "next
saturday". Couldn't cancel her
tuition but never mind.
First time watching movie with
friends. I was late cos dad
said it was too early for 11.30.
I dun get how they can say that
when they scream at us on
weekends saying 10 is late.
How can you say that neh?

Suppose to go to vivo but i
checked the seats and not
much left already. Only the
front seats. Hell i don't want to
go blind just yet!
Told Dong Mei to move to Dhoby
Gaught (?)

Reach there took my ticket from
Dong Mei then she helped me
cut queu. Bought food the went
inside right away. Dong Mei dripped
some of the cheese at my seat!

Movie damn nice!!!!
I need a pig!!!! wahahaha~
Mad hatter and the queen are
so funny. March hare also.
And i love the dresses XP
Don't get me wrong. I'm not a
big fan of dresses so i don't wear
them but i like certain ones.
And i have a thing for victorian
styles. Love the blue dresses and
the red dress alice wore.
Movie effects are so amazing.
The coloring and the choice of
colours are simply amazing!
Found one of the artists in DA
yesterday also. Just that it was
so troublesome watching cos i had
to wear my glasses and the 3D glasses
at the same time.

After watching roamed around the
mall. Nothing to buy....
Went to play those arcade games
with the controler thing and you
have to get the stuffed animal.
Fucking wasted so much for it.

Got bored and procceeded to
Raffles for the public performance.
Arrived at the interchange and
found Jun Jue and Wei Kiat behind
us, also about to enter the train.
What the fuck? How the hell can
that happen? The tran is so long
and there are so many different
entrances there so how the
fuck could that happen?
Anyway reached the stop and chased
them to the destination but then
Dong Mei very blur then so slow walk.
Stopped chasing them.

Arrived there and the first person i had
to see was Josiah. Fuck. Kept pestering
me bout my hair. The hell is with him.
I think he has some sort of OCD towards
my hair.

Reached the place saw An Qi and
Siew Hwee. Lol An Qi very worried
cos Sandric and her wore the same color.
Got bored again went to 7 eleven.
Saw Gary, Josiah and some more people
on the way. Gary realised that An Qi
and Sandric wore the same color. LOL.
LMAO. Gary actually noticed!!!
Then tried convincing An Qi that she
wore hot pink not red. Hahas.
In the end didn't buy anything.

Decided to go find our seats for the
show. No more other seats then
had to seat next to Kenn Hong
and other people. *Sigh* why couldn't
our class be like the other classes
with girls on on row and the boys on
another.

The performance was fun. Dong Mei
not paying attention like at the
cinema, kept asking questions.
Arjun and Nithing performed. LOL.
Damn funny. Wahahahaha~
First Arjun performance, class
decided to give support. We all
screamed his name so loud then
Ms. Chua kept looking at us.
Must admit... everything was awsome.

After the whole performance went
looking for dinner. Ms. Chua said
dinner will be provided but then
i asked An Qi and she told me there is
no dinner, Ms. Chua was just very blur
and i was like wtf?
Dunno what to do anymore.
Kept saying dunno to An Qi's questions on
where to eat. In the end settled to
go eat with Bao Lian and Dong Mei
at hougang but then Josiah, Chee Wai
and Timothy also coming. Shit lah.
More shit about my hair from Josiah
cos my tie broke so i used another
one and tied roughly.

Ate at mcdonalds. Dunno what
to feed myself. Bought apple pie.
Dad started calling. Panicked so I
said goodbye then went home.
Realised that they haven't arrive
yet so waited. They called and told
me to go home on my own cos they
were still at suntec. Fuck man...
Went home still eating my pie.

I think the world has gone mad.
Dad actually really bought a laptop.
I thought he was kidding when
he asked Desktop or Laptop?
Of course it's shared with my bro.
Still more for me though cos my
bro doesn't share the psp. He says
it's his and dad know that i've been
asking for a laptop for so long.
He said that it was more mine though.
So...IN YOUR FACE ASSHOLE (my bro).

I think i typed a lot now for
how much i haven't been posting.
That's it. Gonna go watch some anime.

I'm not dead

2010-03-06T19:00:00.002+08:00

Title says everything doesn't it.
Having my extreme lazyness
condition right now.
Okay first off, the relinking and stuff.
I'll be on it later or when i feel
like it. Don't worry it'll be
over soon. Then there's my life....
Hm... there was wednesday.
YSP. Went to ACS. Had fun.
Josiah stole Ms Chua's burger.
Won't go in detail. Lazy.
He got labled ACPB2 =
A: accusing , C: clumsy ,
P: perverted , B2: burger
burglar. Yeah then there's
my ablsolute interest in a new
sport i found out about.
Parkour. Really awsome.
Trying to learn some. Started
watching new animes.
Specifically new anime obsessed
with: So Ra Wo No To and
Durarara!!!!
Hell yeah!!! So Ra Wo No To
is awsome and all just like K-ON.
And Durarara is is is IS OMG I
CAN'T EXPLAIN IT'S AWSOMENESS!
I just can't believe that MIKADO
IS THE FUCKING LEADER OF
DOLLARS!!! AND CELTY
FOUND HER HEAD!!! AND SOMEONE
SO STUPID FUCKING STABBED
SHIZUO WITH A FUCKING PEN
AND DIDN'T DIE!!!! AND IZAYA
IS JUST AWSOME!!!!!! God i love
that character. I agree with every
single thing of his thoughts.
Well i love every character!!!
God if someone invaded my thoughts
right now they'd see how insane
i am right now and how i can be
originally insane!
*breathes* how is it that it seems
i forget to breathe when i blab.
The other day i forgot how
to breathe when i woke up and
i started laughing at myself
after i remembered 10seconds
later. I dunno what's wrong
with me but it's just great!!!
Maybe that's why i'm weird.
I'm getting sick of acting
normal most of the time.
Teh teh teh... well other humans
are more interesting than me.
With what goes through that
every head of theirs. That's
why Izaya is awsome cos i
finally found another character
that corresponds with my way
of thingking.
Phu~ really should start working
with my hw. Slacking to much.
But then... when did i ever
do my homeworks early?...

CNY

2010-02-12T19:59:00.003+08:00

Yeah i'm abandoning my blog more often.
Well don't blame me!!! Been piled with
work. So overworked right now.
And guess what? After this little break
is....COMMON TEST dun dun dun dun.
Great right? Just great....
Haiz. Anyway had celebrations in school
today then after that went back to fvps!
Yay!~ So lots of people there but too
lazy to name all so i name some...
Mijin (of course, she's the one who got
me into following to visit), derick (damn tall
lah you!!!), wei jian, siti, nazima, xue ying,
eugene, shawn, tsz ee, jill, yu yi, shi xian,
wei jie, and kelvin. Have lot's more but
can't remember. Lol. Too bad mrs lee not
there. Stayed outside the hall and talked to
people. Damn bitch so annoying. Sprayed
water on me in the toilet and is it me or
are the doors there so short? Tried to
kill each other after that. If you all dunno
who the fuck i'm talking about bitch=mijin.
Yeah then pissed each other some more.
Roamed around school some more.
Everyone damn tall!!!! T . T
Kelvin was same about same height as me
with little difference last time and now i'm...
i'm, i'm so short!!! Derick like gigantic as well
as wei jie. WHY AM I SO SHORT?!!!
After a while got bored followed derick they
all to the basket ball court. Watched them
play for a while then kept bullying Brian Sim.
Lol. That fat little kid is a bastard anyway.
Then Wei jian like very perverted keep
saying nippleliser. Hahaha.... so weird.
Boys played around some more. Dunno where
Jin xuan was already. Everyone finally got
sick ad went out. Suppose to go compass but
then couldn't contact Jin xuan and ask. Finally
talked to her then told us to go first.
Like wasted time waiting. Asked kelvin to
carry my bag before that cos it was heavy
but then he wouldn't give back so chased
after him...well more like walked. Fine!!!
Trudged. Lazy alright? After i got my bag
Mijin suddenly freaked out cannot find
her phone!!! Hahaha everyone searched
everywhere. Finally found it with two
guys infront school. IDIOT!!! Lol. When
they were fiddling with it she suddenly
snatch. Lol. Went to the bus stop when i
saw 163 coming. Kelvin didn't come.
Loser wanted to play com instead of
spending time with friends. Wei jie
rode the bus with us and stopped two
stops later. Finally reached compass
played scissors paper stone with derick
to where to go and eat. Won then went
to burger king. In the end i was like the
only one going to eat even after Jin xuan
and xue ying arrive. Mijin just bought
coke. Derick borrowed money then not
gonna use only give back 15 cents.
Got irritated until everything went to the
point of mijin throwing tissues at them
and daring each other to get the two bucks
back. Finally go my money then went
out. Splitted ways cos Jin xuan and Xue ying
actually wanted to eat something else. Dunno
where Derick and Wei Jian go. Went to mini
toons and bought sweets with mijin. Bought
some stuff to use tie my hair. Went to
popular and bought correction tape.
Wanted to roam around some more but then
mijin's mom suddenly wanted her to come
back at four. My god lah. Time wasted.
Planning to go back to compass again
sunday. Hope can go. Nothing else after that.
Really happy got to see lots of old friends
again. Everyone changed a lot. Nothing to
stop that. Time changes after all. Just
hope it starts to change for the better for
me soon or else i really won't be able to
take things anymore no matter how i
try to be at my happiest.

+i'm better but i'm still bleeding+

I'm sick!

2010-01-27T21:52:00.003+08:00

Fuck damn i'm sick!!!
I cough i sneeze, i cough
and sneeze again somemore.
And guess what?....
I FEEL LIKE SHIT!!!!!
Ugh...pissed of right now.
Went to do class deco again
today till cca started.
Dun wanna say bout infocomm
cos it's private and confidential.
After that around 4+ near five
went back to do class deco again.
See? I'm a harworker!! Not a
lazyass!!! Lol. Just kidding.
My fuse is short cos i'm sick so
please give me enough
BREATHING SPACE!!!
Lol. Inside was Yvonne, Sheryl,
Weiren - and i still dun get why-
Zeng Yong. Dun get why he's
working like so hard when usually
he doesn't. Folded some more
cranes. Still felt like shit and had
a little fever. I used a thermometer
alright? Folded and listened to the
SAME FRIGGIN REPEATING
SONGS FROM ZENG YONG'S
PHONE!!!!! Ugh...i don't get why
it's always in repeat. And i found
out that his mom's name is the
SAME AS MY MOM!!!! LOL.
Folded again even when Sheryl
left until the auntie came and
scold us. Went out and slacked
at the canteen with a few people
for a while. Didn't talk much cos
feeling like shit and to concentrated
on my coughing and sneezing.
Went home with Yvonne.
Then blah blah blah boring shit
till now. I need to finish class tee.

It's your fault why i'm still
staring at my hands like
an idiot.

+ I so fucking hate you but the strange thing is...i don't +

I'm still breathing

2010-01-26T19:13:00.004+08:00

Yea i'm still breathing.

Still blinking.

Had YSP today from 2 to 3.

Went to do experiment on coke

and mentos. Fun but failed a....

few times. Almost got blasted

with the coke. After that, was

supposed to go home but

changed direction and helped

with class decorations. So fun.

Or maybe my life is just

to fuck damn boring. Went there

and do subject thingies. So bored

and blanked out so the pattern

not so nice. After that helped out

to cut and paste and whatever

some stuff. Finish with my part

got bored and helped out Ting Wei,

Gary and Zeng Yong to fold origami.

Forgot how to do! - . -"
Cut cut cut then talked while listening

to Zeng Yong's phone and his...

REPEATING songs. After a while ran

out of paper so went out to get with

Gary, Zeng Yong and Ting Wei while

Arjun and SueAnn stayed to take care

of class. Gary and Zeng Yong ran damn

fast then Ting Wei and me had difficulty

in catching up. Then then they taught us

to to JAY WALK!!!! ON A DANGEROUS
STREET WITH THE PROBABILITY
OF OUR DM CATCHING US!!!!!!

And it was so fun. Lol. Ran across the

street then got to the drainage there

with a big gap dunno how to pass. Ting Wei

couldn't pass so she went down then up.

Ran again to the shop. Searched for

A4 colored paper but only found A3 but...

never mind. Gary paid!!! I think he was

also the one who bought us marshmallow.

Thank you!!! Bought coke and Zeng Yong

bought root beer. Tried it after Ting Wei

and it was so disgusting. Smells like

medecine also. Yuck!! After buying went

back to school. When we got to the drain

dunno how to climb back up. Almost

tripped again. Zeng Yong help me out cos

Gary was too far. Thank you.

Ting Wei didn't want to pass the drain so

she took longer way. Lol. Went back

to class and cut and folded somemore

with marshmallowa while listening to

THE SAME REPEATING SONGS!!!!

Got out of class at 5+ and slacked talking

to miss chua. Went home after a while.

Tired and now here typing.

Yeah... have some pics of class deco,

TING WEI!!!! LOL.

Yeah... working on school stuff so my DA

has been empty ALL THE WAY!!!!

Gotta draw something!!!! Gonna go

see if i can finish class tee design.

Might post again or might not.

If not then i'm busy or i simply just

stopped breathing.

yeah yeah i should be posting something i know

2010-01-17T19:24:00.002+08:00

Title says it all neh?
Hm...two weeks passed by in average
speed. One way i'm happy another i'm
not. Been seriuosly unluvky these few
days but i'd rather not say anything
about the dumb things that has
happened to me recently.
Just hope my luck changes soon.
My blog skin hasn't been changed for
some time again.
I swear i'll change it soon.
Don't worry neh cos this year is gonna
be different. Really different.
Don't start thinking i'm aiming too high
cos you don't know what i can do.
I am after all someone nobody really
knows perfectly well. Even I myself
don't really know what i am.
Heh... my insanity's talking well.
Hmm... finally found my printer/scanner.
Yeah i couldn't find such a big object.
Working on an alice chibi I drew during
chinese class last week. Going well but
I keep changing the colors. Can't seem
to find the right shade of blue for the
dress and eyes. Orientation of colors
is messed up too. My DA has only 3
entries so i gotta fill it up. Been doing my
homework on time lately still have a few
missing peices on due date but easily filled
up on time. A few more stuff i'm
working on. Drawing and coloring should
be improved real soon. I'm filling
up my whole time with stuff this year.
Ironic that a lazy procrastinator like
me is doing this but then again....i have
reasons....i have lots of reasons.
That's probably what the first 2 weeks
of school has been about.
I'll try posting again in some time.

Happy birthday to me

2010-01-02T20:06:00.003+08:00

Whoosh...i'm 14 muwahahahahaha!!!
Thanks for the greetings and all...
Thanks for remembering and reminding
me i still exist and i'm still human :]
Sad thing is never got to celebrate. Got
stuck packing boxes cos were moving
again...getting damn sick of it already.
Moving out tomorrow so .... bye bye
fernvale....
Anyway .... HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
I swear i'm gonna start over everything
better this time...
But new year means my birthday which means
new start of school which means a new start
of torture...*cough* i mean learning * innocent *
Yep. Com will be down for some time after
this and i can't work and practise... So then i'll
just have to work on the drawing. The post is
kinda short cos i don't have much time.
Good luck to everyone for this year
and good luck for the upcoming start of a new
school season. Or not. Hehehe....
Hope this time i can beat whatever shit that's
gonna come my way.

To hell with it!!!

2009-12-21T22:44:00.005+08:00

That's it!!! To hell to what i'm

gonna do for the rest of the holiday....

Time seems to move way too fast

for me...

November is like "boring...nothing

to do..." and now December is like...

"WTF!!! HAVEN'T BOUGHT BOOKS,

HAVEN'T STARTED HOMEWORK,

HOLIDAY IS ENDING!!!"...

Yeah pretty much like that.

Hmm...lemme see... i haven't been

posting for some time now. Dad gave

me his mp3...says it's an early

birthday gift... - . -"

2nd hand man... Mom is also giving

me her old phone cos she got a new

one...bad thing is it's coughpinkcough...

cough.... i wanna puke....

The mp3 is great, the phone no but

still okay....

It's so weird... I haven't been keeping

track of time and i just realised that

christmas is less than a week away

and christmas means new year which

means my birthday which means

start of a new school year which means

start of a new year of torture....

It's weird though...that i don't seem

to be excited for christmas

and even my birthday....Hmm....

Been crapping nowadays.

Been studying anatomu and stuff

for drawing but i can't seem to get

the feet right but the hand part is getting

better...Anyway i just finished my

practise today for coloring...

Here...

Take note that i DON'T own the drawing.

Yeah...Not good right.... I need more

practise....but....

IF ANY OF YOU FUCKING MORONS

OUT THERE TRY TO SAVE IT AND

CLAIM OWNERSHIP OR ANYTHING

I'LL FUCKING BEAT FOR FUCKING

PRETTY FACE TILL YOU CAN'T

TELL WHICH WAY IS UP OR DOWN!!!!

Now i already told you all nicely so i hope

you'll understand and follow my little

wishes... *innocent angel face* x]

Yeah that's about all the crap i can tell

you...Oh yeah... Ugh... i just remembered...

I have to fucking move again...ugh...extra

shit to take care of...

Got my tablet!!

2009-11-27T15:23:00.002+08:00

Yay! Finally got my tablet yesterday!
Whee~ so fun but need time to
get used to. Kinda difficult to use.
Haiz...Lol....
Fun.... still rotting at home though...
or as MJ says "decomposing"
Colored some chibis of naruto for
DA and was planning to sell it
with MJ but then i found out this
morning that can't sell prints of
fanarts in DA and also can't share
account. :[
Ugh!!! Now how?!!
I gotta find some other place that
allows fanarts to be sold as prints.

bored

2009-11-25T13:21:00.002+08:00

Nothing to do!
Ugh...haven't posted anything for so long.
My MSN still not updated since the
com was rebooted.
I'm rotting at home!!!
Mijin just had to go to thailand...
Hm... lemme see... what to say...
Meh...whatever then...
Nothing else to say....

Damned Com!!

2009-11-17T20:41:00.002+08:00

Fk lah. stupid com.
Haven't touched it for days!
Fking trojan virus.
Ugh...Yesterday went to bitch's
house. Lol. Fun~
Played come. 2moro gonna go
there again cos there's nothing to
do at home.
Decided to do business with her.
But it might hold for a month cos
she's gonna get dragged to
thailand. I wanna package myself
and com with her. For sure i'll rot
in hell ehm...sorry...home when
she leaves. Ugh...Drew lots
of chibi naruto today!!! Lol.
That's for the business. They're
all so cute. Even drew a chibi bitch.
Lol. Was smsing her during her cca.
Said she had nothing to do cos she
was waiting for her instument.
Then there was a photo of some
guy called Franz Peter Schubert.
Got my descriptions from her and
drew both the photo and her talking
together. She said mr schubert told
her to go for plastic surgery or no
one will marry her. Lol.
That's about it. My life is so boring.

Happy 100th post!!!

2009-11-10T19:09:00.002+08:00

[Happy 100th post :X ]

I hope nobody thought i was dead
or anything cos i'm pretty much
still alive...sadly...
Haven't update for so long cos
i've been wasting my time with
a bunch of shit, facebook and games.
Well it's my 100th post!!! X]
Whee~
To celebrate i made a new layout.
Yay!!. The idea is kinda rushed
so it might not be good.
But...I TRIED!!
I couldn't think of any ideas so i
just opened my file for a pic and
i found pics of x-down.
It's the great and wonderful Rann's
version of alice and wonderland.
Her web's link is at the credits
section just look for her name
is you don't understand the french.
Since Rann is french i thought i'd
mach up the titles.
I took like 30 mins to find
the translations of the titles!
Anyway i hope you like the layout.

P.S
I finished relinking already!

Happy Halloween!

2009-10-31T21:18:00.006+08:00

{Happy Halloween Earthlings}

Yep it's finally halloween!!!

The one day where it's okay

to wear freaky weird clothes

without having others critisise

or comment what shit your

wearing....but then...they don't

celebrate it here in this country.

So? What's the benefit? You

still can't wear any.

Sheesh... can't people be more

...imaginative...

Anyway...today went out with

Mijin :]

Lucky mom allowed me to go!

Yay~ :}

Went to eat breakfast first.

Then went to buy her kakashi

keychains--Payback for the stuff

she bought for me from korea--

WHICH WE COULDN'T FIND!

So we had to go to hg mall

to look for it.

Went to mini toons after that.

Mijin bought me a soft toy!!!!

A PANDA!! KAWAII!!! :]

Thanks lots bitch!!!

Went back to cp after that.

Roamed around a little then

was supposed to go home.

Arrived at the train then

suddenly remembered that

we forgot to buy something.

Went back down to cold storage.

Mom called asked me to

stay and wait so that i can come

with them to

douhby gauht (spelling?)

Arrived home aroung 6+

when it started raining.

I read about halloween

and i suddenly realised something.

I read that halloween begins at

sunset and ends at midnight.

It was around 6+ that the

sun set and started raining here

and was that a coincidence.

It felt like the rain was warning

that halloween was beginning.

Anyway enough of my day's story

and begin my presentation

on what i've been working

on photoshop lately for halloween.

It's the first i'm ever doing work

as something for a holiday.

Anyway i'll be showing

my first succesful coloring,

my first succesful coloring of my

very own lineart and my second,

another digital art but not so good.

Well...here just take a look...

Click the images for full view if unclear.

{ragnarok and chrona from S.E}

{my own character and lineart yuki}

{trick or treat? own drawing and lineart. flat color and texture}

{digital art of two images owned by their respectice owners}

Note: My greatest apologies to the owners of the stuff

i do not own. I do not remember the links

of where i've gotten the stuff as i saved it

long ago. Most i know i found in deviantart.

Anyway...NO RIPPING FREAKOS!!!

And have a HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!

But i bet nobody is clebrating...

SCHOOL'S OUT!!!

2009-10-30T21:40:00.002+08:00

Yeah! School's so out!!!
Today last day of school.
Didn't bother to bring bag.
Too lazy...duh...
Arrive in school just in time.
Then assembly blah blah blah.
Scolding. Then back to class.
Then went to clean the room.
Clean the table.
Some people drag the tables
outside so they can spray it
with water so that it was
faster but then i was to lazy.
Plus i was like almost done.
After that got report card.
My god i almost fainted!
Got 9th position!!!!
I'm gonna get my money.
Lalalalalala~
Parent's promise me money
if i get inside top 10.
See lah ma! I got in!
Still say i wont get it...
I'm a genius!!!
Haha.
JK~ :]
Robin went 8th...
Sad cos last time i was at 20
and he was 21.
Then after report card collected
went to drink bubble tea with
Dong Mei.
Haiz...it will be along time before
i can drink bubble tea again.
AND! A LONG TIME TO HAVE
F-U-N! FUN!!!
And also a long time to tolerate
those stupid things again.
Those effin thoughts.
I'm scared...
I don't think i'll be able to live it.
I need a distraction.
Other things to occupy my mind.
I seriously want a wacom tablet.
I want it and i need it.
I need it for coloring.
AHH!!!!! I need money!!!

SCHOOL'S OUT! :]

1 day left

2009-10-29T13:12:00.002+08:00

It feels so strange...
School is ending after tomorrow.
It's so fast...
I'll be 14 and in sec 2 soon.
It's just so weird.
Anyway today went to dragon kiln.
Quiet fun. Went to do hands-on
modelling first. I made a PUMPKIN!
Whee~
I'm suddenly so obsessed with them.
Maybe cos it's close to halloween.
Lol. But! can't bring home
my pumpkin!
--TwT--
Then went for break.
Ate blackforest ice cream!!!
Then went for tour.
After tour went to try out
potter's wheel.
Very fun...
But my hands got all mushy with clay.
And it was fun..
After that went to buy something
to bring home and guess wht it is...
A PUMPKIN!!!
Not the real one but made of clay one.
With the face and all.
Then went home...

Some pics.... only 2

2 days more

2009-10-28T21:22:00.002+08:00

2 days left to holidays!!!
Can't wait...
Haiz...also can't wait to finish
most of what i'm doing in ps.
Whoosh...so much job.
And bitch has to but in too...
She asks for too much things.
Neh...so pissed when i got
home today. Stupid!!!
Ugh...it took me so much
just to NOT run back there.
Not to run and cross the road.
So much just to not fidget
while i stand waiting.
So much cos someone was there.
And last minute i just have
to change the speed of my walk
I know he noticed.
I know he did.
Anyway i gotta continue my jobs.
Lots of things to do.

BORED

2009-10-24T19:37:00.002+08:00

Tch...I failed history...
It was so close to a great report card
but the stupid subject has to ruin it.
Nothing to do now...too lazy to watch.
Watch anime, watch naruto...
Haiz...i skipped the part with the
chicken ass haired asshole cos it plain
BORING...
Byah byah byah..
Whoosh, whoosh, whoosh...
Meow, meow, meow...
That's it!!!
I can't take it!!!
Nothing to do!!!
Gonna have to watch naruto then...

Draw with me

2009-10-20T21:45:00.006+08:00

Haiz...got some of my results today.
Can't actually say i'm happy can't also
say i'm sad.
So i guess i'm feeling somewhere
in the middle?
Anyway...browsed deviantart today
and...i found this...

Oh ya...
NOTE FOR IDIOTS: Switch the damn music
player off first before you play the video
so you can hear it properly!!! - . -"

There's another version with
a japanese music but i feel
like this one is better.
The music fits well.
I think the animator "mikeinel"
is from philippines.
I'm not sure but his deviantart
some of his writings are in
philippine language.
Anyway i hope you liked the
video...COS I DID!!!
It's kinda strange at the end
though. Like a hand inside a box....
OMG...a hand inside a box.
A hand inside a box.
Damn...it's starting to freak me out...
*shivers*
That's so far what i can say.
I'm actually posting only
for the sake of it...
I got nothing better to do anyway.

Pen and paper

2009-10-18T23:58:00.004+08:00

There you go again floating in my head
Looking oh so so innocent
My hand starts moving
Pen and paper

What are these? Love letters?
Oh god help me i'm going crazy
And i can't help it
the pages are increasing

Oh. Your always in my mind
maybe cos your all i think about.
Your always in my dreams
maybe cos reality's a bitch.

The pages are increasing
let's tie them with ribbons.
I'm going even more insane.

Oh god help me.
He's my addiction.
Oh god help me.
He's become an obsession.

There you go again floating in my head
Looking oh so so innocent
My hand starts moving
Pen and paper

What are these? Love letters?
Oh god help me i'm going crazy
And i can't help it
the pages are increasing
let's tie them together with ribbons.

He's my addiction
He's my obsession
But will i have enough courage...
... for a confession

title: PEN + PAPER = Love letters
written by: me
date: oct 19 2009
finished time: 12:09

EH!!! Another of those weird shit
coming out of my brain.
Seriously by idea bunny always
comes back in my brain with
weird lyrics and all.
Anyway...i've been watching a new anime...
K-ON!!!!
Yay... :]
It's quiet good. Only thirteen episodes.
I finished everything in 3 days.
Finished it today.
Wow. it's twelve and i'm still on the com.
I wonder when my mom will start
screaming at me.
Speaking of the devil..ehm...mother....
she's coming...and in 3, 2, 1...
Ya i'm off...

2009-10-16T20:06:00.002+08:00

YAY!!! Exams are over!!
Lalalalalala~
Nananananana~
WHEE~
No more studying!!!
As for the results....
i dunno & i don't want to
hear it!!!!!
Haiz...I'm so happy right now...
But...i can't help but think
that nothing is occupying
my brain right now...
it's bad...
very bad...
I'll start thingking about
things again...
Things i don't want to remember...
Lonliness, pain, sorrow...
Sometimes i wonder why we were
bestowed with emotions...
They're a lot of trouble
& they just cause harm...
Wouldn't it be better if we didn't
have them...
But i know some people
enjoy emotions...
It makes them happy.
I know that fact.
But i can't help wishing i never had
them, never felt them.
Maybe i'll be happier...but life was
never fair - i won't be able to feel happiness.
But...i'll trade happiness so that
all my emotions will go away.
All of those negative things...
Everything.

SNEAK POST

2009-10-10T12:04:00.002+08:00

SNEAK POST!!!!
Yep...I'm under surveilance
and house arrest. Banned
from com and other shit.
ALL BEACAUSE OF EOY!!!!
Anyway i'm sneaking a
post cos mom and dad went
to the market with my bro!!!
Yay~ lemme see...
i have about an hour or so to
play com.
I've finished watching the last
episode of Clannad!!!!
I watched it for 4 days
and finished 23 episodes!!!!
RECORD!!!
Really difficult to watch last few
cos i just got banned from com.
Anyway moving on...
gonna watch the next season
Clannad afterstory...
I hate EOY...
Make me wait so long to watch.
I hate it!!!!
I've only gone through one
subject. There's like 5 more to go!
I have to wait till next thursday
to get full com time!!!
Ugh....gonna watch now then
maybe play facebook....

Please let me stop playing...

2009-10-02T18:52:00.004+08:00

It has always been like that.
I've always been alone...
What th f*ck made me think
that your what i'm looking for.

Then my stupidity came out
just to prove everything i thought.
I told you. I got my answer.
Now i'm trying to hide my disaster.

Now i'm playing.
Just fake smiling.
Why can't anyone see...
inside i'm dying...

I'm getting tired...
i'm getting sick...
playing foolish games
all these weeks.

Tell me to stop playing.
Tell me it's okay.
Tell me that nothing is in the way.

Tell me to stop playing.
Tell me it's okay.
Tell me that i didn't need to lie anyway.

Now i am thinking.
Maybe i should stop.
Tell the world that i've not forgotten
Let everything out.

But i shouldn't be selfish
I can't be self-centered
and do what i want
without your permission.

I shouldn't be selfish.
I should think of you
first and not myself
even when it's getting worse.

I'm sorry for the trouble.
Don't worry I'll keep playing,
even when everything hurts
cos that's how much i love you.

But sometimes i can't help
being selfish and all i want is for you to,
Tell me to stop playing.
Tell me it's okay.
Tell me that nothing is in the way.

Tell me to stop playing.
Tell me it's okay.
Tell me that i didn't need to lie anyway.
And tell me the impossible - i love you too.

title: -none at the moment-
©copyright. athena 02/10/09

LOL. Lame...really lame.
Well it's just something i made on the
spot cos i got nothing to post.
It's just something i have in my head.
And poof!! They just got constructed
and i wrote it there. They can be used
as a song though BUT! i don't know
how to play any damned instrument.
Then again i can ask my friend
to compose a song from it. I don't know
if she'll do it though...

Anyway...f*ck....
EOY IS COMING!!!!
I HAVEN'T OPEN A SINGLE BOOK
TO REVISE!!! But then again....
WHO DID?!!!
Lol anyway i'm gonna go play facebook.
Might make a new layout after exams.

Oh yah!!! Today received award.
Best speaker for debate!!!
YAY!!! WHEE~ :]
Congrats to me and an qi.
LOL. Teacher say an qi's name very
funny when he was calling out the
awards. He said "ANKI" LOL...
Whee~ It's very shiny.
If you want to see go to an qi's blog
cos i'm too lazy to post the pic.

EOY

2009-09-27T21:00:00.002+08:00

Neh...never post for how long already?
Ah! No time... Sheesh....
Lalala....bohahahaha....
Now i got nothing to post.
Went to watch F1 yesterday! XD
Whee~ :]
But so pissed cos damn crowded
and so hot. I got breathing space
issues. Cars make so much noise
turned mp3 on to max volume
still not much help. Dun wan use
earplugs cos too big kept falling off.
Anyway...EOY COMING!!!
Lol. I try to see if i can study
for a full week. I also might not
post so much till after exams.
Hope me for the best :]

nothin

2009-09-14T16:21:00.003+08:00

Today first day of school.
Ugh...boring boring.
Nothing nothing.
Lemme see. Quiz?
Nah. Damn i got nothing.
BORED!!!! There's homework
but i'm not gonna touch that
shit till night.
I'm gonna go watch anime.
Then do some photoshop
or something...

Holidays are almost over!!!

2009-09-11T21:58:00.002+08:00

NO!!! Holidays are almost over!!!
DAMN!!! MY HOMEWORK!!!
Sheesh..at least today i'm happy.
Yay!! Went to buy black converse
today! And the stitches aren't
white, they're red! Whee ~
And the frame is white!
Total awsomeness cos it's
my favourite colors! :]] ~
Then lemme see.
Nothing new. Better start on
homework now...
I can't believe i haven't started
my DnT homework. - . -"

Bleah....

2009-09-10T15:02:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was 09/09/09....
Sad lah. Yesterday suppose
to go compass with Dong Mei
to have fun...but then...
mom,Mom,MOM...of course...
Did not allow...
ARGH!!! Not fair. NOT FAIR!!!
Anyway...today not interesting.
Trying to color some linearts
of S.E now but i figured i should
take a break. So here i am
posting my shit...
Damn i haven't started my
homework. Code infocomm's
blog layout. Make MY layout.
Um...WATCH NARUTO!!!!
My GOD!!!! I haven't seen 3
episodes now!
Then the rest of the anime i'm
watching right now.
Ugh...THE HELL AM I DOING!!!
WASTING PRECIOUS HOLIDAY
TIME DOING NOTHING!!!
Ok i still have some time.
I'll go do my shit now.

HOLIDAY

2009-09-06T11:29:00.002+08:00

Holiday! Finally....
Now have time to rest and all.
Then again...it's only a week.
Plus they gave a load of homework. - . -"
Now i dun see the point of having
a holiday. DAMN! Then i have
to go back to school on friday
for some stupid stuff.
Ugh...at least i got my report
card. Happy with my grades except
for english and history. - . -"
Then blah blah blah.
Nothing else to put.
Damn bored already.
Let's find a quiz.
I got this in jinxuan's facebook. Hope she wun mind.

Will you talk to the person you like on the phone tonight?
NO. x

Ever had a near death experience?
Yep?

Where’s your cell phone?
Infront of my face?

What is the last thing you thought about?
MY GOD WHAT TO DO THIS HOLIDAY!!!

Do you regret anything?
YES. alot

If you found out you were pregnant who would you tell?
Haha. Dunno XD

What are you going to do this weekend?
No plans. Nothing. I dunno.

When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?
Friday. Turn of her phone. keep studying...what the...

Do you prefer revenge or just pure jealousy/envy?
Jealousy/ envy. too lazy to take action. XD

Who would you like your next “fling” to be with?
What the hell is a fling?

Would you curse in front of your parents?
Yes...

What kind of camera do you have?
Does handphone count?

Would you rather go to a party or out of town?
Parties! :]

Are you slowly drifting away from someone close?
I dunno.

When was the last time you held someone’s hand?
probably years ago. i dunno.

Who can you tell everything to?
Mijin! Lol.

Can you play guitar hero?
Nah but i want to try.

Is any part of your body sore?
Nope .

Missing someone right now?
Hmm. Yes?

Is there someone on your mind that shouldn’t be?
YES! IT'S IRRITATING!!! Solution: hit head on the desk multiple times till content.

When was the last time you saw the person you last kissed?
Never kissed anyone. :]

Do you like your phone?
Yes but i want to change already. :[

Last thing alcohol beverage?
None .

Have you ever slept in a bed with the opposite sex?
Haha. LOL. NO.

Have any of your best friends ever back stabbed you?
Yes.

If you had to move in with a friend, which one would you pick?
Mijin? Will go crazzy everyday.

What’s the seventh text message in your inbox say?
'Oh i left it blank.'

When is your next road trip?
Dunno. Dun care.

What did you do the weekend?
Slack. Watch TV. Computer.

Met anyone new in the past week?
Nah.

What does your bestfriends call you?
Idiot. Dum dum. BITCH.? and other random ones. Ask mijin to give you a list.

Who was the last person to go to the movies with you?
I dun remember.

Are you currently fighting with someone?
My brother. He wants to use com but i dun wan. Muwahahaha.

Last time you had butterflies in your stomach?
Friday?

Who/What would you like to see right now?
Haha what makes you think i'd tell?

Are you mad at someone right now?
YES!!!

What’s the nicest text in your inbox say?
currently. 'K. Thanks'

Do you mainly use your house phone or your cell phone?
Cell Phone . :]

Is there an empty place in your heart?
Yes.

Do you count down the days till anything?
Yeah. Count down till end of school day.

Are you looking forward to something as of right now?
Yes?

Have you ever been called a tease?
No .

What are your chances of getting with your crush?
Hmm...0%?...

What is the farthest you’ve traveled with a friend?
I dunno.

Are any of your friends so close that you consider them family?
YES!!!

Anyone told you a secret this week?
Nah.
Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
Sometimes.

Do you hate anyone?
Yes!

Last time you wore the opposite sex’s clothing?
Never.

What do you want in your life right now?
Hmm , somethingsomeone. Dunno.

When was the last time you laughed so hard you thought you were going to cry?
A few days ago. Yesterday?

Did you tell someone something today?
Something? Um...no?

Do you trust people easily?
Nope. I've got trust problems. :X

What were you doing at 9pm Friday night?
Facebooking?

There. Finish!!!
Nah i got nothing else.

aug-31-09 is loved~ ♥

2009-08-31T19:52:00.002+08:00

Today is teachers day.
Had captains ball in the morning first.
Yay!!! Class won the whole thing!! :] ~
Then had concert in school to celebrate.
And OMG ms victoria can sing.
Not bad leh not bad.
Then ms lee can also play piano.
Didn't know leh.
Everything is a shocker.
Especially ms victoria. Very surprising.
Dismiss then went to meet up
with bitch to go to fvps.
Then reach there guard say can't go in
cos of OM so we told him we go talk to
the OM. Didn't to OM when we got in.
Went to hall then wait for Jerald.
Come already then went inside.
Sad leh. They changed the principal.
Then went to sit near MR. Ng.
Jerald dun wan sit cos got some stuff
on the chair then he dun wan put down.
After a while he came sit also.
After concert then followed
Mrs. Clare Lee to her class.
LOL. Followed her all the way inside
and joined her class. Saw Kai, Weiting ,
Xue Ying outside when i went out.
Wave wave wave HI~
Then after a while they came join us.
Then after Mrs. Lee went out class
we went look for other teachers.
Then met up with other friends.
Derick so tall siah!!!
I'm already so short!!! :[
MAKES ME LOOK EVEN SHORTER!!!
Then went to say Hi to more teachers
then went down to canteen.
I miss the canteen so much already.
Miss the food. The tables. Chairs.
Then the watercooler was SO SHORT!!!
I can't even drink properly. Then drank
milo and bought pizza.
After eating went to find Mrs. Ang with
Kai Qing and the rest.
Talk for a while the went home already.
My knee so pain when i got home...

DAMN YOU!

2009-08-30T13:35:00.002+08:00

It's your fault isn't it?
But then you don't know.
Wait a sec...
You never knew...
Damn you are such a moron.
Look at it the other way this time.
I AM MUCH MORE OF A MORON THAN YOU!
Perfect just perfect...
It got even worst and tomorrow it will be even worse.
I don't know anymore.
Let's see how long i'll last...

Untitled

2009-08-28T14:16:00.002+08:00

It got worse.
It got worse today.
Who the hell am i kidding.
Thinking tomorrow would be
a better day. Things won't
get better from now.
Nothing lasts forever.
Happiness.
Laughter.
Joy.
They don't last forever.

Don't worry cos i'll smile when it hurts...

Blah blah blah....

2009-08-27T19:54:00.002+08:00

Okay...lemme see....
Today today today....
Got some of my test results
back. Whee ~
Happy with my marks except
for....lifelit...which i hate....
Anyway,
Maths and science i got A1!!!
Mwuahahaha!!!!
Then...lifelit...B4....
Left is history....
Hope i dun do bad cos i went to
put stupid answers...
Then skip skip skip. Got CCA.
Went to NYP so boring so played
facebook...Then blah blah blah...

*SIGH* I can't take it you know...
It's getting difficult everyday.
Trying to put up an attitude...
THAT ATTITUDE!!!
Then when you get home people
will give you more shit!...
Then the cycle repeats itself.
No wonder i like rainy days and
night time... The only time
ever where there are no people
making your life a living hell...
DAMN IT!!! Why is everything
like shit nowadays.

Sometimes i wish i'm just a kid again.
When the only thing that hurts
are little scratches when i fall.
When mum was the big hero all the time
When WAR was just a card game
When everyday is a happy day
and life was simple and care free and
all I wanted to do WAS GROW UP...
I wish those days would come back.

I didn't want to admit it,
It was easier to lie,
And hide the hurt and emptiness,
To smile instead of cry...

And i will fool everyone with
my fake smiles and pretend laugh...

BORED!!!!

2009-08-24T18:09:00.004+08:00

I KNOW!!! I HAVE TO DO MY HOMEWORK!!!
Don't blame me though. Blame the com.
It's too tempting to not use. Anyway i was
getting bored doing work and i found this
quiz thingy ... i think. I got it in the internet
ages ago anyway anyone who wants it just take.

TOMBOYISH OR GIRLY? (bold the ones you are) i can't see so i colored them red.

YOUR GUY SIDE:
1.You love hoodies.
2.You love jeans.
3.Dogs are better than cats.
4.It's hilarious when people get hurt.
5.You've played with/against boys on a team. (only when teacher told us to in pri. schl)
6.Shopping is torture.
7.Sad movies suck.
8.You own/ed an X-Box.
9.Played with Hotwheel cars as a kid.
10.At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
11.You own/ed a DS, PS2 or Sega.
12.You watch sports on TV.
13.You used to be addicted to Power Rangers.
14.Gory movies are cool. (XD ~ especially horror!)
15.You go to your dad for advice.
16.You own like a trillion baseball caps.
17.You like going to high school football games.
18.You used to/do collect football/baseball cards.
19.Baggy pants are cool to wear.
20.It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
21.Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
22.You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
23.Sports are fun.
24.Talk with food in your mouth.
25.Sleep with your socks on an night.
Total: 12 0.0"

YOUR GIRL SIDE:
1.You wear lip gloss/stick. (yuck! they stink )
2.You love to shop. (can't deny that)
3.You wear eyeliner.
4.You wear the color pink. ( *cough*, *cough*, *cough* ew...gross...i think i chocked on something )
5.Go to your mom for advice.
6.You consider cheerleading a sport.
7.You hate wearing the color black.
8.You like hanging out at the mall. (can't go that much though...)
9.You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
10.You like wearing jewelry.
11.Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
12.Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
13.You don't like the movie Star Wars. (actors look stupid going boom,pang and all that shit)
14.You were in gymnastics/dance.
15.It takes you around/ more one hour to shower, get dressed, and make-up.
16.You smile a lot more than you should. (only in my crazy side XD)
17.You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
18.You care about what you look like. (i'm still a girl!)
19.You like wearing dresses when you can. (ew...you have got to be kidding me)
20.You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
21.You love the movies. (yay to horror!)
22.Used to play with dolls as little kid.
23.Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy/joke of it.
24.Like being the star of everything
Total: 7 o.o" no shit...

RESULT: 12 v.s 7 ? What do you think genius? TOMBOYISH!!!
I'm not girly!! Whee~ :] LOL...weird...

ANYONE WHO WANTS CAN DO! even boys...

COMMON TEST IS OVER!!!

2009-08-20T16:30:00.002+08:00

Yay i am so happy.
Common test over.
WHEE ~
Anyway, today was maths.
Didn't finish test with sure
answers. Then skip skip
skip. Lunch time went
to hougang point to eat.
OMG! saw mrs clare lee.
She went cut her hair.
Asked her alot about
FVPS and of course the
teachers. Mrs carol lee
is on maternity leave so
to all 6.1 n 6.2 2008
students of fernvale...WE
WON'T BE ABLE TO SEE
MRS. CAROL LEE!! :[
Sad...not many teachers to
see. Then after talk to her
went to eat at KFC.
Dongmei n me order same
thing. Then after a while
saw Jolene, Josiah, Gary,
Weiren n some more ppl.
They all sneak out on us.
Then Josiah behind me
called me grandma again.
I'M NOT THAT OLD GRAMPS!!!
Then went back to school after
lunch for CCA. Went to NYP.
WALAO!!! SO BIG!!! O.O"
Got alot of ppl. Then inside
got lifts, escalators and swimming
pool. And they have their own
KOUFU!!! INSIDE!!!
NOT FAIR!!! OMG!!! XD
Then after infocomm went home.
That's ALL!!!

....................just crapped...

Bad student [revised]

2009-08-18T20:05:00.003+08:00

Had history test today. DAMN DIFFICULT!!!
Section B is like cannot answer anything.
Question about the commertion thingy dunno
what, really cannot answer then wrote
ELIZABETH TOWN!!!
Anyway another quiz. From Jinxuan's notes
in facebook.

Rules of the game:
Once you are tagged, you MUST DO this quiz and tag 16 friends,
including the person who tagged you.
Copy and paste everything, do it and repost the title with
whatever rank you were given.Ranks are given at the bottom of
this noteIf you have done something in this school which is
indicated by the sentence, mark the [ ] on the left side of the thing
you have done with a x. Let the game begin.

Level 1:
[x]Sleep in class
[x]Talked in class
[x]not seating at your own place in class
[x]Scolded by a teacher
[x]Litter the classroom (for the CE hero thingy a few days ago.)
[x]Did not do your homework at least 15 times
[x]Submitted your homework late at least 10 times
[x]Came late for school at least 10 times
[ ]brought/wore home clothes without school's permission
[x]brought/wore jewellery to school
[x]did not pay attention in class for at least 60% of the time
[x]cried out "sian" or "wa lao wei" to the teacher
[x]plucked a flower/ killed a plant in school
[x]copied other people's homework in desperation
[x]played a trick on your classmates/teacher
Total so far: 14

Level 2:
[ ]sent for detention class
[x]ate in class
[x]not wearing your school uniform (if you have) properly
[x]shouted at the top of your voice during lesson time
[x]scolding vulgarities in class
[x]spotted hairstyle deemed unacceptable by the school
[ ]used a school facility without school's permission
[ ]played soccer/basketball or any other sports in classroom
[ ]singing loudly during lesson
[x]walking around the class aimlessly during lesson time
[x]did not greet the teacher properly
[ ]went to the toilet during lesson time without permission
[ ]played a trick on the teacher during april fools
[ ]used the teacher's table as a rubbish dump
[ ]made yourself a nuisance to the teacher
Total so far: 21

Level 3:
[ ]was asked to stay back after school/ break time
[ ]made a fool out of morning assembly
[x]wasted the school's toilet paper
[x]sabotaged someone
[x]irritated someone
Total so far: 24

Level 4:
[x]forged your parent's signature
[x]forged a classmate's signature
[ ]forged a teacher's signature
[ ]made rude remarks to the school cleaners in front of them
[x]flew a paper aeroplane down from the school from at least the fifth storey
Total so far: 27

Level 5:
[x]fiddling with your handphone during lesson time
[ ]played with your PSP in school
[x]using school computer to play games without a teacher's permission (common in pri. schl.)
[x]listened to an MP3 player in school (chinese lesson)
[ ]messed with the teacher's pigeon hole
Total so far: 30

Level 6:
[x]vandalising with school property
[ ]tried to defame your school in public
[x]used the internet to scold teachers
[x]fought with someone in school
[ ]shoplifted in school
Total so far: 33

Level 7:
[x]cheated in a class test
[x]cheated in a school examination
[ ]cheated for your PSLE/ GCE 'O' or 'A' Level Examination
[x]Lied to your teacher
[ ]played truancy for hall assemblies/ specific lessons
Total so far: 36

Level 8:
[ ]took drugs in school
[ ]smoked in school
[ ]set fire to something in the school
[ ]locked the teacher out of the classroom
[ ]played truancy just after coming to school just to take attendance
Total so far: 36

Level 9:
[ ]refused to pay school fees
[ ]cheated the school money
[x]stole things which belonged to the school
[ ]bullied someone in school
[ ]pranked called your school
Total so far: 37

Level 10:
[x]raised your voice/shouted against a student leader
[ ]raised your voice/shouted against a teacher
[ ]raised your voice/shouted against your discipline master/mistress
[ ]raised your voice/shouted against your vice-principal
[ ]raised your voice/shouted against your principal
Total so far: 38

Level 11:
[ ]brought weapons to the school
[ ]brought real firearms to the school
[ ]brought a real bomb to the school
[ ]fired a real weapon in the school with the motive to frighten/kill
[ ]dressed up as a terrorist to school
Grand total: 38

Ranks:If you are between 0-15 -------------{I am a good student}
If you are between 16-20------------{I am a good student but with occasional trouble}
If you are between 21-30------------{I am an average student}
If you are between 31-40------------{I am a bad student}
If you are between 41-50------------{I am a very bad student}
If you are between 51-60------------{I should have been caned by the discipline master}
If you are between 61-65------------{I should have been expelled from school}
If you are between 66-75------------{I should have been sent to a reformatory centre}

Now tag 16 friends,

1.) Mijin
2.) Jinxuan
3.) Kai Qing
4.) Dong Mei
5.) Zeng Yong
6.) Jolene
7.) Derick
8.) Deslyn
9.) Jerald
10.) An Qi
11.) Shi Xian
12.) Shawn
13.) Tsz Ee
14.) Jill
15.) Alvin
16.) ANYBODY WHO WANTS TO DO!!!

I'm a bad student - . -"
Well that sucked...

50 question quiz

2009-08-13T19:43:00.003+08:00

Nothing better to do. Got the quiz from Jolene's blog, hope
she wun mind. :]

01. Who was your last text from? Mijin
02. Where was your default picture taken? Home
03. Your relationship status? Single...
04. Have you ever lost a close friend? Yesh...
05. What is your current mood? i know i'm not happy...
06. How many siblings do you have? 1 n troublesome
07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names? Cow Dave, No, colgate. Oh...i'm sorry...it's karl dave
08. Where do you wish you were right now? Somewhere quiet n peaceful with my mp3
09. Have a crazy side? YESH!!! Wahahahahaha :] ~
10. Ever had a near death experience? Yes
11. Something you do a lot? Listening to music, drawing n doodling.
12. Angry at anyone ? YES.
13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like ? Um....um....UM...I CAN'T SAY SO QUIT BUGGING ME YOU STUPID QUIZ!
14. When was the last time you cried ? Almost going to 8 months ago :] ~
15. Is there anyone you would do anything for? yes
16. What you think about when you are falling asleep ? DAMN EYES CAN'T STAY OPEN!
17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone ? Mijin
18. What is your favorite song ? Um i can give u a list but it's way too troublesome XD
19. What are you doing right now ? Um doing this stupid quiz?
20. Who do you trust right now ? Very few n will not be specified. :x ~
21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing ? Um...i forgot...
22. Have you kissed someone in the past week ? No.
23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you ? THE BITCH!!! LOL!!! Mijin...
24. Describe your life in one word? Bullshit...
25. Who are you thinking of right now? Can't say :x
26. What should you be doing right now ? Revising for my tests
27. What are you listening to? Stolen by Dashboard Confessional
28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug ? That was years ago n i dun remember.
29. Who was the last person who yelled at you ? Mom.
30. Do you act differently around the person you like ? It's called RESTRICTION! Don't look, don't say anything and keep a distance.
31. What is your natural hair color ? Very very dak brown
32. Who was the last person to make you laugh ? Mijin :D
33. Who was the last person to make you sad ? I'll offend sm1 if i say it. I dun want that. :[
34. What do you hear ? Music
35. Is your hair curly or straight? Curly...sadly... i want straight!!! :[
36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before? I forgot the meaning of the word.
37. Do you have a best friend(s)? YESH!!! what kind of idiotic question is this?
38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days? No.
39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer? A lot recently cos its boring.
40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle? NO.
41. Are you happy with life right now? NO!!! What a stupid idiotic question.
42. Are you jealous right now? Yes...No...Maybe?
43. What jewelery are you currently wearing? None.
44. What were you doing on friday night ? Staring at the sky while listening to music,
45. Have you ever had your heart broken? Yes...
46. Have you ever broken someone's heart? Not sure.
45. Is there anyone you are dissapointed in now? Um...Yeah?
48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for? Fever.
49. How late did you stay up last night and why? 12+ listening to music.
50. Tag ten people? 2 Lazy.... ok fine...
1.) Mijin
2.) Dong Mei
3.) Zeng Yong
4.) Jinxuan
5.) Kai Qing
6.) Tsz Ee
7.) Deslyn
8.) Derick
9.) Shawn
10.) Anyone who wants it. :] ~

...................just crapped...

NOT all scars SHOW
NOT all wounds HEAL
Sometimes you CAN'T always SEE
The PAIN someone FEELS

HISTORY TEST!!!

2009-08-11T16:20:00.002+08:00

AYO! AYO!
I 4 got got history test 2day. Dhen so worried siah. XP ~
Recess tried to revise. TRIED!!! but....
FAILED!!!! Haha XD ~
Didn't want to revise alr.
D & T din't get to chop anything off... need to do stupid
marking but at least finished already... :]
Dhen go class right away n try to revise again.
Only read 2 pages of my file then cher came... :[
Dhen do do do the test till cannot do..
Aya! Just pass up lah. X] ~
After that went to eat first. Ate with An Qi n Pamela.
Dhen DongMei came. Dhen finish eating went home.
Saw Alvin talk for a while dhen went home cos Mijin
probably went home already. Tried to wait for her.
Never reply my msg some more. BITCH!!!! LOL ~
I got permit to call you that!!! Hahaha XP ~

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Your the BEST THING that
ever happened to ME
BUT TO YOU I"M NOTHING! ♥

2009-08-10T19:53:00.001+08:00

I will lock away the pain.
Put away the tears.
Show you only smiles.
Not the hidden tears...

I should stop...

2009-08-07T19:51:00.003+08:00

I should stop.
Stop keeping whatever i have left of you.
Everything i tried to keep with you,
friendship...
You've hurt me in different ways but...
you still don't know what your doing.
What your destroying. What your
doing to me. I'm suicidal, faking as
many days of my lives as i can.
Smiling. Trying to hide everything...
But trully...inside...i'm dying...

TRUTH OF A LIFE STUCK IN A LIE...

TODAY!!!

2009-08-07T19:34:00.002+08:00

Todae had celebration for national day.
Ok ok lah XP~
Morning had temp taking dhen went
up for assembly in parade square.
Half of class wear red other half white.
Sad got 2 absentees so not perfect
attendance. WAH~ waste seh. Could've
gotten more points. Nvr mind. Dhen
after parade square went to hall for
celebration.
Helping with the release of balloon
thing so got to have seat at gallery.
Nice view!!! XD
Can see the whole
show. Sat with Robin dhen read
Sue Ann's illusion book cos nothing
to do. Davin keep taking my sweet
dhen put inside ballon bag.
Robinkeep taking my sweets siah. >:[
Take so many!!! Dhen concert start
ok ok lah. Dhen Jun jue come out
with his costume so funny. LOL XD ~
We all cheer and cheer. Dhen got the
"mystery prize" Mrs.. Izsal say.
Dhen some more songs dhen last
song come had to go cut ballons alr
dhen throw down. Everyone so hyper
in second last song. Jumping around
dhen look at our class. They not
responsive leh. All look so bored. - . -"
Dhen after last song cut balloon
dhen throw down dhen ppl down
keep popping the balloons. After whole
event dhen went home at bout 11.
That's all...

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New layout

2009-08-06T22:05:00.004+08:00

Todae no assebly so had ce.
For ce went to dress junjue
as changi airport. LOL. XP
He look like robot leh. HAHA~ XD
Class won contest thingy. [: [:
YAYS!!!~
After that boring boring lesson.
Dhen had dnt test, took so
long cos so sleepy. - . -"
Dhen came out of class like
2+ dhen ate lunch with sm ppl
dhen got dragged by An qi to bubble
tea shop. MADE ME BUY FOR HER
SWEETS!!! Nxt time u buying for
me leh An qi! XP~
Went back to schl dhen late for
balloon blowing thing dhen gave my
drink to Jolene cos dun wan anymore.
Blow so many ballons dhen my cheeks
very pain. Davin...Wahahaha...his face
so red sia! XD HAHA ~
Dhen after balloon thing walked out of
schl with Jolene, Zeng Yong, Gary,
Arjun and Jin Yao.
Then Jolene eating sweets An Qi make
me buy dhen i want dhen she cough
dhen dun wan alr. So bad leh. XP ~
Dhen Zeng Yong so stupid make
me fall down!!! TANGA!!! XD ~
Dhen i keep bullying Arjun.
Stupid idiot made me fall this morning.
About to sit on a chair dhen he pull
dhen fell down on my butt sia. >:[
So pain. >:[
Get ready neh Arjun cos imma gonna
have revenge on you. MUHAHAHA XD ~
Dhen Jin Yao so crazy keep laughing.
Laugh, laugh, laugh sm more la.
Dhen went home.
Anyway,
Sorry sorry if i didn't mke a new
layout for so long. Busy with schl
n stuff. New layout is plain cos
i got no ideas so don't complain.
Oh ya! some post got date n
big space but can't see anything means
i hiding post. Camouflage~ XP
U all find out urself how to see if u wan
read some stuff. That's why layout is
called lies. But actually it's only a cover
up for the truth. If you get what i
mean then good if not then that's just
sad lah...for you that it. XP ~

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BORED!!!!

2009-07-25T21:16:00.002+08:00

So bored right now...
Yesterday ate sweets in class.
Didn't have breakfst.
Ate sweets during history
and mother tongue.
Whole thing finish fast cos
everyone take.
And today. Woke up at 12....
And tried to do homework....
Tried. TRIED.
Havent finish yet.
Um...nothing else.
Well that's it.

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QUIZZ TIME!!!

2009-07-20T22:37:00.003+08:00

Hahahaha today totally went insane.
Drank a whole glass of coffee.
Bad choice.
Got way to overly hyper.
Went running still to hyper.
I was laughing like a maniac while
running for i don't know what reason.
I laughed at a few ppl in class.
I've gone mental.
Now. ON WITH THE QUIZ!!!
I got it in facebook a few mins ago.
Jinxuan did it and i hope she wont mind.

[x] You have screamed at an inanimate object for 'hurting you.'
[x] You have ran into a glass/screen door ( once and it hurt )
[x] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle. ( did it when i was 8 in my school bus. was in a rush to use the toilet. Lol. )
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, and then people gave you weird looks. ( I do it almost everyday... )
[ ] You have run into a tree/bush. ( Almost did but i saw the tree on time )
[ ] You have been called a blond.
TOTAL: 4

[x] You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow. ( IT IS!!! IF YOUR VERY FLEXIBLE!!! )
[x] You just tried to lick your elbow.
[x]You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star had the same melody.
[x] You just sang them to make sure. (LOL :x )
[x] You have tripped on your own feet and fallen.
[x] You have choked on your own spit. ( IT"S NORMAL !!! )
TOTAL: 10

[x] You have seen the Matrix and still don't get it. ( i've watched every single 1 and my chances of understanding is hopeless )
[ ] You type with three fingers or less.
[x] You have accidentally caught something on fire. ( food and a shirt. don't ask about the shirt )
[ ] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose.
[x] You have caught yourself drooling. ( LOL it's part of the thing called "daydream" )
TOTAL: 13

[x] You have fallen asleep in class. (maths when i was in grade 3. i was tired and the teacher was getting boring each minute. she caught me and made me stay back in class after school to clean the classroom )
[x] Sometimes you just can't stop thinking. (weird thoughts )
[x] Sometimes when you are telling a story you forget what you are talking about. (haha common problem )
[x] People often shake their heads and walk away from you. ( when i'm on my weird sides or when 'm high in sugar!!! )
[ ] You are often told to use your 'inside voice.' (what 'inside voice'. inside person then i can use )
TOTAL: 17

[x] You use your fingers to do simple math. ( when i was small till now. sometimes... )
[ ] You have eaten a bug accidentally
[x] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important. ( revising for science test tomorrow )
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it. ( went out still wearing it the same way. BOOYAH!!! :] )
[x] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand/pocket the whole time. e.g. picks, cards, pens, phones, money, keys etc. ( mostly pens, keys and my phone )
TOTAL: 21

[x] You have posted bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen if you don't.( a few times only before but not now )
[x] You break a lot of things. ( rulers are common. i like the snap sound. i break them for fun. LOL :D )
[x] You tilt your head when you're confused. ( i do but it's not a habit that i do it all the time :] )
[x] You have fallen out of your chair before. ( hehe i was spinning around in it and i fell n i didn't even know i fell till i saw the ground. was going to fast )
[x] When you're lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture on the ceiling . ( only when i'm bored when i'm not asleep yet :] )
[x] The word "um" is used frequently. ( haha...it's called extra words )
[x] You don't know what "um" means. (um means um. duh... it also means i'm thinking of what or how to say some things. i also add it when my sentence is too short )
[x] You say "what" and "huh" a lot. ( hehe i use my earphones at maximum volume :D )
[x] You plan to use a calculator to multiply your score for this bulletin. ( wow what a prediction )
TOTAL: 30 0.0" oohh... die... im retarded...

Take your total,Multiply by 4,
30 x 4 = 120 { i am over unstable !!!! }
I'm 120% mentally unstable!!!

And now, tag 10 friends.
1.mijin
2.kai qing
3.dong mei
4.zeng yong
5.shawn
6.derick
7.deslyn
8.tsz ee
9.jerald
10. ANYONE CRAZZY TO DO IT!!!!!

monday...great...just great...

2009-07-13T15:17:00.002+08:00

Today is monday.
The sun is shining.
And my bad luck just came in.
Today in lab i broke a boiling tube...
Hope i don't have to pay anything...
Freakin boiling tube slipped from
my hand. Then i had to sweep it.
Then...i lost in a game.
Not just any game...
Ugh...lost 90cents cos of it.
I lost also cos i broke a boiling tube.
Ugh...
And all of this is because....
of a stupid tarot card quiz in facebook.
Why'd i have to take that stupid quiz.
I got the devil card and it said that
something was going to happen and
losing money was possible.
F my luck.
Ugh...ho about a quiz.
I got it from kai qing's blog.

[ ] Step-Father
[ ] Step-Mother
[ ] Stepsister
[ ] Stepbrother
[X] Brother
[ ] Sister
[ ] Sister-in-law
[ ] Half Sister
[ ] Half Brother
[ ]Niece
[ ]BoyFriend/ GirlFriend
[X]MoblilePhone
[ ]Own bathroom
[ ]Own room
[ ] Have/had a swimming pool
[ ] Have/had a hot tub
[ ] Guestroom
[X] Living Room
[ ] Own computer
[ ] Own television
Total so far : 3

[ ]Fullsize/Queensize bed
[X]More than 8 pairs of shoes
[X]MP3 player/ ipod (old already)
[ ]PS1/2/3
[ ]Nitendo DS or PSP
[X]Gameboy/Advance
[ ]Gamecube
[ ]Xbox/Xbox 360
[ ]Wii
[ ]Own laptop
Total so far : 6

[ ]Basketball net/hoop
[ ]Air Hockey Top
[ ]Pool Table
[ ]Ping Pong Table
[ ]Football Table
Total so far : still 6....

[X]Nightstand
[X]Stereo in your bedroom
[ ]DVD player in your bedroom/Portable
Total so far : 8...

[ ]Go shopping at least once a week
[ ]Expensive cologne/Perfume
[x]AIM/MSN
[X]Camera on phone
Total so far : 10...

[ ]Go cart/car/quad ( i want...)
[ ]Guitar/Drums/Bass guitar ( I WANT !!! *scream* )
[X]Piano/keyboard
[X]Any other instruments (recorder counted?)
[ ]Been on a cruise
[X]Travelled out of a country
[ ]Travelled out of a continent
[ ]Had a personal trainer
[ ]Expensive jewelery
[ ]Met a celeb
Total so far : 13...

[ ]Straightener/Curlingiron
[ ]Have been to a batting cage
[X]Have $100 on you right now in cash at your home ( i save...)
[ ]Creditcard or ATM card or debit card or bank card
[ ]Have a television in your room
[X]Mirror in your room
[X]Window in your room
Total so far : 16

[ ]Been to Paris
[ ]Been to Rome
[ ]Been to Hawaii
[ ]Been to Mexico
[ ]Been to Jamaica
Total so far : 16. (such unreachable countries.
watch from tv ok already)

[ ]Parents have a car
[ ]Have owned or own a jet ski/boat
[X]Had/ Have camped
[ ]Been to 3+ states
[ ]100+ buddies in FaceBook/Myspace/Friendster
Total so far : 17

[X]Home cooked meal almost everyday
[ ]Been in a limo
[ ]Been in a helicopter
[X]Own a camera ( mom gave me her old one. she took it back from
my bro cos he doesn't know how to use...)
[ ]Have been to DisneyLand World more than 2 times
Total so far : 19...

Post as :1 to 25 = Humble (tag 5 people)
26 to 40 = Average (tag 10 people)
41 to 50 = Spolied teen (tag 15 people)
51+ = Upper class snob (tag 20 people)

Humble....
Let's see...
5 ppl.
1.) mijin
2.) dong mei
3.) shawn
4.) derick
5.) deslyn

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moved!!!

2009-07-11T20:12:00.002+08:00

Just moved in fernvale, again, this
wednesday. That explains the long
no update. Then com went busted
again and needed some repair.
Only today that it got fixed.
Ugh...finally...
Four days of no com can kill.
I feel so pathetic this days.
Um...what else to say...what else?...
Oh ya anyone heard about ambrigrams?
They're really interesting.
Try searching about them.
They're like these words with a weird
design and whats even weirder is that when
you flip the 108 degrees the word will
either be the same or another word.
I tried maing one.
Gonna post it someday cos my
scanner is broken.
Then searched some stuff about
graffiti. Kinda fun.
Then tried making one with my name.
The thing is i couldn't find my pencils
so i had to use pen which was really
incredible cos i made both
my ambigram and graffiti with them.
Both turned out great. Really great.
Colored my ambigram with black
marker cos it's supppose to look
dark but my pen takes to long to color
it so i used marker. And tried taking
photos with my mom's old cam
which she gave to my brother which
is not fair and does not make sense
cos he doesn't know how to use it...
How'd you swing something like that?
Ugh...gonna post it someday too.
Too lazy. And then for school.
I changed seats. Far far away from
annoying arjun. Ugh...he was so
annoying. Blah blah blah.
Still sitting with a boy cos that's how
mrs. iszal arranged us. I don't even
know if i spelled her name right.
I always mistke the s and z.
And now trying to earn for
a new converse. Black.
An Ipod with at least 4GB
memory cos my phone sucks.
Only 2GB and i overuse my
phone. And new headphones!!!
Cos i don't have any.
I think i need to earn at least $300.
Such a long way to go...
Got nothing else to crap about so...

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1st week

2009-07-01T20:55:00.002+08:00

1 week is almost over.
1 school week is almost over.
Only 1.
Well that's about it in school.
I have art and d&t now.
Art is fine. Only had 1 lesson.
D&T is good.
That's about it.
Home is just home.
I'm moving in a week though.
Yay i'm moving.
Bleah.... i got nothing more to say.

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Life is hell

2009-06-22T21:48:00.003+08:00

DAMN!!!
HOLIDAY IS ENDING!!!
HELL IS COMING!!!
IT'S NEVER ENDING!!!
Seriously it has to come sooner
or later now. So better get on with
it. My com time reduced cos
1. My bro and his maple (nuff said)
2. Mom quit her job so i can't use
com when i'm awake when i cant
sleep in early morning as in 2-4am.
3. Mom is taking over the com too...
- . -" life keeps getting worse ever
single frustrating day. Great...
I have nothing to do when i can't
sleep. *sigh*
Yesterday i mean this morning
when i couldn't sleep i totally
drained my phone listening to music
till 5 and i started around 10.
Total of 43 songs played around
3 to 5 times.
Hell i tell you.
Lucky i think to much so i had
PLENTY of times to reflect.
Hah....anyway sorry for not posting
for so long. That's about it.
Watched drag me to hell a few
days ago. One of the stupidest
horror movies ever.
That's about all the crap i have.

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today's crap

2009-06-15T17:55:00.002+08:00

Nothing today.
Finally beat last lvl of audition
in my bro's psp. 150 BPM.
Anyway nothing else.
And happy belated birthdays to...
Pamela, Kenn Hong and Sushi

SOUL EATER ♥

2009-06-05T15:10:00.002+08:00

Yay. Just finished watching soul eater
a few mins ago.
SOUL EATER ROCKS!!!
Gomenasai for my animefreakishness (c).
Anyway so happy and content right now.
All i need is someone to ruin my day
and its back to normal...
Ignore the thing if u cant read.
Anyway on with my animefreakishness.
They defeat ashura. YAY!!!
Ashura could've been so kawaii if not
for that FREAKISHLY HUGE THIRD EYE
OF HIS ON HIS FOREHEAD!!!
I definitely recommend you to watch
soul eater...
If i continue to talk about soul eater this
post would be long... - . -"
So i can't tell what happened so you should
just watch the thing. Anyway i only posted
so i can say i finally finished watching the
whole anime. The rest still watching.
Naruto still continueing. D.grayman haven't
finish watching. I'll have to see what other
anime to watch. Neh...thats about it.

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what i've done this holidays

2009-06-04T19:30:00.004+08:00

So far all i did again was crap around.
Few days ago finally got some baggy
greyish brown pats but still dun have
chains. I'll have to buy. Then also
got black shirt with a nice print.
Anyway also went to watch night at
the museum with bro n aunt. Bought
so much food before we went in.
Then for the rest of the days the
routin was : sleep eat play.
Or watch anime. Now trying to do
a vector monster in ps7.
That's about it. Maybe i should do
a quiz to past time.
.
.
.
.
Found this in jinxuans blog. 99Qs.

WHAT WAS YOUR :
1.Last breverage : WATER
2.Last phone call : mom
3.Last text message : Dong Mei
4.Last song you listened : In the shadows by the rasmus ♥
5.Last time you cried : I dun remember...so long nvr cry

HAVE YOU EVER :
6.Dated someone twice : Never even once
7.Been cheated on : Huh?...
8.Kissed someone and regretted it : Never kissed anyone b4
9.Lost someone special : No...
10.Been depressed : Haha what kind of question is this. I'm depressed like daily...
11.Been drunk and threw out : Nvr drank b4. I dun like the smell

LIST THREE FAVOURITE COLOURS :
12.BLACK ♥♥♥
13.RED♥♥
14.White♥

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU : (2009!)
15.Make a new friend : Yes. What a stupid question...
16.Fallen out of love : I dun get this one...
17.Laughed until you cried : Yes yes yes...
18.Met someone who changed you : No. Maybe. I dunno. Um...No...
19.Found out who your true friends were : YES!!!
20.Found out someone was talking about you : Yes...
21.Kissed anyone on your friend list : No
22.How many people on your friend list do you know in real life : Almost all.
23.How many kids do you want : WTF!!! I AM 13. I repeat 13.
24.Do you have any pets : Just died...
25.Do you want to chnage your name : Nope
26.What did you do for your last birthday : Went to eat pizza.
27.What time did you wake up today : 5.37 a.m
28.What were you doing at midnight last night : Watching soul eater.
29.Name something you cannot wait for : P6 Class outing!!!
30.Last time when you saw ur mother : 30 mins ago b4 she went to work.
31.What is one thing you wish you could change about your life : Cant say. I want to change almost everything.
32.What are you listening to right now : Monsters by Matchbook romances
33.Have you ever talked to a person named Tom : No
34.What is getting on your nerves right now : The fact that i'm only in Q34
35.Most visited website : My blog
36.What your real name : AthenaCristelleM.
37.Nicknames : athen,nina,tina(IdunnoHwPplGetThis 0.0),WEIRDO,animefreak.
38.Relationship status : Single
39.Zodiac Sign : Capricorn
40.Male or Female : Female
41.Primary School : HCJM(phil.), DWCV(phil.), FVPS♥ (sing.)
42.Secondary school : Bowen
43.High school/College : Still 13 here...
44.Hair colour : Dark brown to black.
45.Long or short : Short
46.Height : 155cm .
47.Do you have a crush on someone : No. N i dun wanna have it. Too much trouble...n i'll have stupid problems with my sanity again.
48.What do you like about yourself : The fact that i think i'm weird...
49.Peircing : Just 2. 1 on each ear.
50.Tattoos : None
51.Righty or Lefty : righty :D

FIRST :
52.First Surgery : 5. Had an accident. I dun really know if you call it surgery.
53.First Pericing : My mom had my ears peirced when i was 2.
54.First best friend : BITCH!!! ♥. LOL...mijin.
55.First Sport you joined : i dun like sports...
56.First Vacation : I dun remember.
57.First pair of trainers : I dun remember.

RIGHT NOW :
58.Eating : Cake.
59.Drinking : None. I'm eating...
60.I am about to : Stop doing this stupid quiz.
61.Listeing to : Be my eascape by relient K
62.Waiting for : The end of this quiz.

YOUR FUTURE :
64.Want kids : Dunno
65.Get married : Dunno
66.Career : Phsychiatrist

WHICH IS BETTER :
67.Lips or Eyes : Eyes
68.Hugs or Kisses : Hugs
69.Shorter or Taller : Taller.
70.Older or Younger : I dunno...
71.Romantic or Spontaneous : Both
72.Nice stomach or nice arms : Both
73.Sensitive or loud : Both
74.Hook-up or relationships : relationships?...
75.Trouble-maker or hesitant : Trouble-maker. Fun...

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a Stranger : NO
77.Drank hard liquor : NVR.
78.Lost glasses/contacts : No...
79.Sex on first date : WTF!!!0NO!!! NVR even had a date b4. What kind of question is this.
80.Broken someone's heart : Yes.
81.Been arrested : Nope
82.Turned someone down : Yes. Many times.
83.Cried when someone died : Once. When my granma died when i was 7.
84.Fallen for a friend : No...

DO YOU BELIEVE IN :
85.Yourself : Yes?...
86.Miracles : Yes
87.Love at first sight :No...
88.Heaven : Yes.
89.Santa Claus : When i was a kid.
90.Kiss on the first date : No.
91.Angels : IYes.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
92:Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at a time : No...
93. Did you sing today : Yes while listening to music.
94.Ever cheated on somebody : Like in a test?... In i test i guess yeah.
95.If you could go back in time , how far will you go : Back till when i was in p2. Where the only troubles i have and makes me cry (though i hardly cry nowadays) were annoying ppl and broken toys
96.If you could take a time from last year to relive it , what would it be : Time when our p6 classes went for outings and h fun.
97.Are you afraid of falling in love : Yes. It's too much trouble, too much thoughts and way too many consequences and punishments and heartbreaks and more stupid crap...
98.Posting this as hundred truths : 99.
99.Have you missed somebody yet : Yes.

There finished.

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HOLIDAYS!!!

2009-05-30T22:30:00.002+08:00

Yesterday...
As everyone who is not stupid knows...
yesterday was a friday.
Means last day of week and also of school
for june hols. So yesterday what happened
was...we went to clean the class.
Only wipe the tables and all that.
Then cos its last day of school we all have
to reveal our identity to our mortals.
If u dunno wht the crap i'm talking about
i'm saying that we went to play
ANGEL/MORTAL game.

Anyway my mortal is a he. N i didn't
do anything or whatever during the game
so when it was revealed nothing really
happened. Then guess who's my
angel (devil...) It was Robin...
Wow...what a shocker. I dunno why
but i found it really funny but as always
the inside me is different.
Outside me: LOL...hahaha...funny...
Inside me: Dun dun dun dun...why does
world hate me...ugh...wan sleep now... - . -"

He didn't do anything though during the
game. More like everyone
in class didn't do anything. Unless...mrs szal
ask us to. N when we reveal the thing she
passed us some sweets that we were suppose
to give to our morstals. I got a lollipop.

After school waited for my mom for
MTP. She was late for 30 mins. - . -"
Then got my report card. Another
shocker for both me.
My inside and outside me was like...
WOW let's get the second schocker
of the day. Man...life is hell.
Anyway i dun wanna say what i got.
Its ok though. I mean my grades.
Anyway need to improve my maths.
Did badly...then well wen home lah.

Today...
Didn't do much today. Just got home
from my cuz's house. Went to eat
dinner there. That's about it.
And nothing else...now shoo...bye bye

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inline skating

2009-05-27T21:50:00.002+08:00

class went to inline skate today.
it could've been fun for me but...
i just had to be STUPID...again...
before the whole skating thing they
asked if we know how to skate.
if we knew how we were to separate
from those who didn't.
due to my stupidity and slowness
i didn't get to seperate.
i was putting on my stuff when they asked
and i didn't hear...ugh...
so now i i had to do the basics...again...
anyway it was funn but i couldve been
more fun. actually on the bright
side i learnt how to stand, fall, sit and
all that crap again and refreshed
my memory. its also not only my
regret that i hate i hate that damned
fucking sun. why does it have to be so hot
today. plus i didn't bring my water
bottle. guess what...another stupid thing i
did. anyway since it was so hot, i was
sweating like crazy. and then i didnt have
water. oh and i only ate 2 fucking slices
of bread this morning. and i went to
skate. after that thank god mrs. iszal went
to buy water or i couldve died of
dehydration. after all that when i was
taking off my stuff you know what i
found. the parts on my arm where my
gears or whatever was supposed to be,
was of a different color from the rest
of my body. especially the place where the
straps had been was where the most
you can see that the color was different.
now i look weirder than i ever was.
luckily...i wasnt the only one. all of us
were the having the same problems.
hehe all sec 1 that went there now looks
weird. anyway thats about it.
toaday is also the match for bowen
soccer team so i only hope for the best.

....................just crapped...

another stupid reason to get out of bed

2009-05-26T19:41:00.002+08:00

Today, class went to science centre.
BORING...
They all just ask us to hunt answers for some quiz.
Not like in primary school it's fun.
I miss 6.1'08...
That time we went was fun.
We all fool around...LOL.
Today we just had to do a stupid quiz.
No fun at all. Ugh...tomorrow it's inline skating.
*SIGH* i'm not so good at inline-skating so
probably no fun. AGAIN.
I bet i'll fall many time. Then again HECK CARE!!!
So anyway at least i'm posting some crap.
Can't wait for holidays...
Oh and tomorrow bowen competing for soccer.
Hope for the best.

...................just crapped...

random blabs

2009-05-24T22:09:00.003+08:00

Time for random blabs.
I got nothin much to say actually.
Anyway good luck for bowen on this wednesday's
soccer match with i dunno what sec.
Anyway, went to watch the match last week and
bowen won against AMKSS 2-1.
Then...um...oh...ya.
Here are some variations on my blog banner.
For your info the pic up there is made up of 2
pics and they come from here.
The "human" is from http://blacksockstock.deviantart.com/art/stock-1087-114327337
The background is from. Shit.
I forgot where it came from.
Nvm...um i know it's from deviantart but
i forgot the user.
Anyway here are the alternative of the pic.

If its al little dark you can see the full size here.
http://i176.photobucket.com/albums/w166/athenacristelle/moonlightdigitalart.jpg

And that's about it. Oh and my exams are over
and i think i did...ok...
Math: 56/100
Science: 67/100
Home econ: 60 and a half/100
Ya now that's about it.

....................just crapped...

new blog and new layout

2009-05-18T16:46:00.000+08:00

I got sick of my old url so i decided to
change blogs.
And well i'm back in business maggots.
Sounds like Anko.
Heh...i'm so obsessed with anime lately.
Anyway MID-YEAR EXAMS is fucking over!
Anyway a few more days and it's holidays!!!
I can't wait till school is over.
Time for fun and class outings.
Time for games and bashings (joking but
i might get some from MJ and mayb she'll
get some from me)

Nothing else from school.
Nothing from at home.
Nothing from anywhere else.
I have another anime obsession though.
SOUL EATER!!!
Hell Yeah!!!
Soul eater rocks (the person and the anime)
I think that's about it.
Been drawing alot lately also.
I might upload it somewhere then put the
link here.
Anyway i have nomore crap to say.

....................just crapped...

EXAMS

2009-05-07T21:01:00.000+08:00

Die!!!
Exam period already!!!
Tomorrow i have music.
Which is okkayy...
Then...um...i forgot...
I'm definitely sure that i'm failing maths though.
It's either i just passed or i fail.
I HATE ALGEBRA!!!
I dun fucking understand a single thing.
Okay maybe i do but most i don't.
Anyway i'm working on my layout and
studyin at the same time so WAIT.
Anyway good luck TO ME!!!
Haha...
Anyway there's nothing much in school.
I'm not complaining so much anymore.
It's actually starting to be fun except...
MATHS!!!
Anyway anyone have any horror movies
you can spare to me.
I'm seriously fond of them now.
Not like last time that i always run away
before the movie ends screaming.
Now i dunno, horror movies seems more
exciting and fun.
WERID...
Anyway hell yeah!!!
Bye Bye

signing off...

look who decided to post

2009-04-18T20:55:00.000+08:00

Hehe. Look who decided to post.
Yes its the LAZY ASS OF THE YEAR!!!
I clearly state that i'm a freakin lazy ass.
Anyway my layout is seriously old now.
Ugh...trying to make something but...
MY IDEA BUNNY RAN AWAY!!!
And i have so many problems right now.
I'm losing control of myself!!!
Ugh...i hate my life right now.
I'm probably confusing everyone now.
First the lazy ass thing then the bunny
thingy then now i'm complaining.
Great...just great...
I'm going back to fernvale primary next
saturday cos Mijin a.k.a Bij and Bitch
dragged me to do her CIP with her.
(Again with me and the random stuff)
I'm really looking forward to it.
I wan't to go back to fernvale primary.
I miss FVPS.
Anyway i know i'm gonna have loads of fun
even if its suppose to be work.
I think were going to train the Prefects.
Woots!!! Hell yeah!!!
A lot of shouting ad screaming is instore
for those poor souls.
Mijin will probably srcream her head of like
a crazy monkey.
And for me.
Well,...i'll just see what i can do...
Anyway tired now.
I know i'll be waking up around 2 am again.
Better get some sleep before i get none.

Signing off...

layout ideas

2009-04-03T21:27:00.000+08:00

sorry for not posting for damn long.
so lazy these days.
anyway, i'm sick today so i didn't go to school.
ok so now i'm trying to make a new blog layout but
the problem is i dun have any ideas.
anyone help me.
post some ideas if u want on my cbox.
anyway gotta rest.

signing off...

Pics of our trip to escape.

2009-03-21T22:44:00.000+08:00

Takin pics while in the ride...LOL

Jinxuan and Kai Qing in subway. Blurry...

She didn't want to ride wet and wild again.

My friends...

With Nazima at the ride...

March 19 is loved forever...

2009-03-20T10:50:00.000+08:00

I didn't post yesterday.
Sorry for that.
Yesterday went to escape theme park with
my best friend mijin, kai qing, jinxuan and nazima.
Supposed to be a class outing but only five of us
showed up.
So sad...
Then again it wasn't sad cos we had so much fun.
I wonder what got into my mom and allowed me to go.

Met at mcdonalds at c.p then went to take 89 to get there.
So not fair cos they all are still 12 and i'm considered 13.
Ugh...need to pay more.
Like $17.70. CRAZY!!!
I wish my b-day isn't in january.

Went to get lockers for our bags first then went to play
go-kart. Lucky not so much people yet.
Go-kart was very fun. Not that difficult to drive actually.
After that went to ride WET & WILD.
Que was not at all bad also.
Mijin was sitting infront and i was behind so i got more
wet on the first ride. Kai qing and Jinxuan were behind.
Nazima went alone and was infront of us.
LOL we were like laughing everytime we got done.
Then i realised i was freakin wet.
My pants and shirt were wet.
They didn't tell me better wear shorts.
Most of all my converse was sopping wet.
I was like complaining.

After first ride we went again and this time i was infront
I dropped my freakin foot in the water and got my
shoe and foot wet...UGH...
Mijin wet when we got down.
Then went to que at viking. Turns out ride has problems
and won't open till a while.
Then we went to haunted.
Mijin so scared didn't go. LOL.
The thing wasn't even scary and nazima, jinxuan
and kai qing were already screaming at my ear.
The guy incharge were supposed to follow us
then half way he left me to drag them all down to the end.
After we came out we went in again with mijin.
Now it was worst. She was hiding down my back
draggin my shoulders down. Never realised she that heavy.

Went to ride viking then.
Everytime the ride went down i have a funny fealling
in my stomach. We were second from the last seats.
Anyway after that we went to somemore rides
then went to eat lunch. Nazima and kai qing went
to mcdonalds then the rest of us went SUBWAY ^ . ^
Jinxuan went to eat one foot long whoah so amazed
I went to share mine with mijin cos i not so hungry.
I love the food there. After nazima and kai qing
finish they met us inside.

After eatin we went back inside and went to play
some carnival games.
We FREAKIN' wasted $10 and won nothin at all.
After that unluckiness went to ride wet and wild
again. Lucky i brought my bag and hoodie
to shield myself from the water but my converse
still got freakin wet. T . T

After that went to ride viking again.
This time mijin, nazima and me got at the end
seat and we thought it was fun.
Till...the ride begun.
That horrible feeling in my tomach was 10x
stronger than before and i felt like i was gonna puke.
God it was horrible. And i was rising from my seat.
I went to clutch mijin cos i thought i was gonna fall.
After that i wanted to puke... @0@

After buying a drink which was horribly disgusting
that i threw it away. We went home.
Well that's it.
I'll post the pics next time.

Signing off...

Nothin' better to do

2009-03-17T05:36:00.000+08:00

*Yawn*
I've nothin better to do.
I woke up so freakin' early.
What do you call 2.30a.m !!!
I swear i hate the world right now.
My freakin eyes just won't close an sleep.
Ugh...haven't slept since i woke up.
Anyway, i was readin some quotes down the net...
and i suddenly found this thing from kami knows where...

Here it goes...(put in ur blog if you want it)

Recent studies show that 92 percent of teenagers have
moved on to rap. If you're part of the 8 percent that stayed
with rock, put this in your profile.

IF YOU LIKE TO BITE PEOPLE, COPY THIS ONTO YOUR PROFILE!

If you know someone who should get run over by a bus, copy this into your profile.

You know you live in 2008 when...
1.) You accidentaly enter your password on a microwave.
2.) You haven't played solitare with real cards for years
3.) The reason for not staying in touch with your friends
is they dont have MSN or Myspace
4.) You'd rather look all over the house for the remote
instead of just pushing the buttons on the TV
6.) Your boss doesn't even have the ability to do your job.
7.) As you read this list you keep nodding and smiling.
8.) As you read this list you think about sending it to all your friends.
9.) You were too busy to notice number 5.
10.) You scrolled back up to see if there was a number 5.
11.) Now you are laughing at yourself stupidly.
12.) Now you are thinking, "I have to put this on my profile!"
13.) Put this in your profile if you fell for that, and you know you did."

I like the number 11 on top. "Now your laughing at yourseld stupidly"

And here are some random stuff i got from the same place.

1.Stupidity killed the cat. Curiosity was framed.
2.I used to have super powers, but then my therapist took them away.
3.They say the truth will set you free. Then why is it every time I
tell the truth, I get sent to my room?
4.The newscaster is the person who says "Good evening" and
then tells you why it's not.
5.Hard work pays off in the future. Laziness pays off now.
6.When life gives you lemons, make grape juice, then sit back and
let the world wonder how you did it.
7.If you don't like the way I drive, stay off the sidewalk.
8.I'm not littering...I'm donating to the Earth.
9.We live in an age where pizza gets to your house before the police.
10.My mind works like lightning...one brilliant flash and it's gone.
11.They say "Guns don't kill people, people kill people." Well I
think guns help. If you stood there and yelled BANG, I don't think
you'd kill too many people.

And here are some other random copy and paste stuff for profiles but
i'll still put it in...

If you have ever run into a door, copy this into your profile.

If you have ever run into a tree, copy this to your profile!

If you have ever tripped over your own feet, copy and paste this into your profile.

If you have ever tripped UP the stairs copy this into your profile.

If you have ever had a mad laughing fit for absolutely no reason,
copy and paste this into your profile

If you have ever tried to make plans for world domination, but failed
miserbly... copy this on your profile.

If you have ever pushed on a door that said pull or vice versa
copy this into your profile

If you have ever laughed maniacally, choked and/or gagged from lack of oxygen,
copy and paste this onto onto your profile

If you've ever slapped yourself and/or banged your head
on a table for no reason copy and paste this onto your profile

If you have ever said something that had nothing to do with your
current conversation, copy and paste this into your profile!

If you and/or your best friend is insane, copy and paste this into your profile.

If you've ever lost an argument with yourself about who was better, you or yourself, copy this on your profile. (there's a difference)

class party

2009-03-13T23:15:00.000+08:00

Yoteh!!! Holidays!!!

So...happy...

Today we had a class party.

Not to big nor too small. Ok lah.

It's actually a party for term1 birthday people.

I'm one...WHOOTS ^ . ^

And its also a farewell party for Miss Yeo.

Really sad that she's leaving...

Anyway here are some photos...

Need to save the tables so we put the food on top.

Nice?

life's just...

2009-03-12T21:41:00.000+08:00

This few days dunno what i'm really feelin 'bout life.

A lot has happened and holidays are coming.

WHOOTS for holidays.

Then again its only for a week. - . -"

Anyway went to hougang mall with Dong Mei today.

We went before cca.

Always so boring waiting for cca to start.

Anyway, made a keychain with my name on it.

Like 12 bucks dammit.

So shocking but its still nice.

Here are some RANDOM photos.

Nice?

Buses...very random

haha dong mei ask me to take

slacking off...

2009-03-04T21:05:00.000+08:00

Hahas...I've been slacking of.
So lazy this days.
Didn't even post for my camp.
Camp was like from 11-13 feb.
OK...
We went there.
We pich our tents.
We ate lunch outdoors.
We did some games.
We sang songs.
We went to eat.
We went to take a bath.
We went to sleep.

Then we woke up the next day.
We went to change.
Went for breakfast.
Went for expedition.
We went to have lunch indoors.
We went to play more games.
We went for abseiling first. Very excited of it ^ . ^
We went for rock climbing. Ugh...boring and difficult to climb.
We went for high elements. Boring in my opinion and
for others LOL. Boring cos it wasn't fun.
After that, went for dinner.
Food there not so good so i always don't eat much.

After all that went for campfire. WHOOTS ^ . ^
The best part of camp and one of the best times of my life.
Damn freakin' fun.
I was screaming like hell.
Out of control and feelin so high - like i took drugs or somethin. LOL
After campfire went to have dance party for 10 mins.
Gone too crazy and went to dance.
HAHAHAHAHAHAS......
After that so sad and went for supper.
After supper went to take a bath then went to sleep.(duh!)

Next day woke up.
Packed stuff up.
Went to have breakfast.
Spent some last moments with our trainers.
Went back to school.
Went back home and immidiately went for lunch then took a bath.
Went to rest...well so called rest by watchin tv.
Then that's it.

So that's what happened in camp.
And OMFG there was one trainer and SHE looked like
Near from deathnote. LOL. Near's a BOY.
DAMN!
I watch too much anime.
HAHAHAS...
Heck care...

Slacked of too much and havent changed my layout for 2 mnths.
Ok well i'm back to business.
School not so fun and happy like primary school but still fine.
Still happy.
School's being a drag though.
Always have so much to do.
I feel guilty.
I havent change 6.1 blog for so...long.
I better make lots of layouts now.

Signing off...

Damn! My MSN is broken

2009-02-07T19:54:00.000+08:00

Damn...my MSN is broken.
Dammit...
MSN is the only ting making me alive these days.
Now that i'm in sec school i don't see my old friends much.
UGH...now i need to fix this.
I told you. My life is rotten. This whole world is rotten.
Ugh...look at the crisis rising all around.
Its always like this.
We eat, we sleep, we play, we work, we study and
we get this crisis things and other stuff everyday.
It's all the same.
Everyday, the same routine.
Like me...i eat then i go to school then i reach home
have lunch or somethin, then rest and after that
i do what most students do...homework then i go
and eat dinner and then i end my day by sleeping.
The same stupid cycle!!!
Ugh...

Signing off...

Cross country race

2009-02-06T20:39:00.000+08:00

So okay today was the cross country race.
We needed to go round punggol park for 1 full round, 3km.
Why bother running though.
Haha i'm getting lazier every day...
I didn't run but i half ran every few minutes of walking.
So there...kinda boring.
Everyday is always the same.
This world is rotten. (You should know where that line came from
if you watch a certain anime)

OK skip, skip. After the race i went home with Tsz Ee.
We used the way to Hougang.
Very hungry after the race so of course what do you do when
your hungry? EAT!!!
So i went to buy oreo crunch from sweet talk. (Courtsey of
Jolene for recommending it to me)
Then Tsz Ee went to buy food and i didn't cos the drink was
already enough for food.
So we went home well talking about school and other normal stuff.

I reach home, need to call for someone to open the door cos i
forgot my damn keys.
Damn this world is really rotten.
Haha i got scolding some day before for talking back to my parents.
Well...i couldn't stand it already.
Hiding every anger you have, trying to be nice, then your parents
suddenly annoys you. Asking so many questions about your life and all.
Asks you stuff that they already obviously know.
So...the point is, i got annoyed and talked back and to make it worse...
it comes out as an annoyed shout with a little anger.

So that's it...my life is totally being shit.
I extremely apologise if i offended anyone.
I enjoy almost everything in my life.
Like friends and all but the reason i say that my life is shit is cos
the same thing happens everyday for me.
I go to school, i reach home, get scolding sometimes for
reasons on my bro's school, go to sleep, wake up and it repeats again.

Ugh...i should stop rambling now.
Anyway please don't take this post seriously.
It's just that i'm really stressed right now.
Confused.
Thoughts fill my mind everyday and all i want to do when i get home is
have some peace and scream at my pillow.
Ugh...that's it. So sorry if i offended anyone.
Anyway this doesn't apply to any of my friends.
It's kinda just personal...

Signing off...

I Miss 6.1

2009-01-28T21:05:00.000+08:00

Damn i just realise somthing.
I miss 6.1 badly.
Especially my close friends.
Secondary life this time kinda SUCKS.
I miss 6.1.
6.1 2008 ROCKS forever.

I miss my friends badly.
*SIGH* Nevermind.
Can't cry now can't I.
I have a promise right?
To never ever cry.

I'll get a better life soon.
Damn i should stop this complaining now.
I'll just go and make layouts,
hope i'll find fun with that.
Anyway to all 6.1.
When do you want the next class meeting?
Where do u want it also?
Ok that's all...

Signing off...

visit to fvps

2009-01-23T19:49:00.000+08:00

Went back to fvps after school today.
It's their chinese new year celebration today.
As i thought it would be, almost all 2008 p6 were there.
Not all came but most of use.
These are who came:
{6.1} {6.2}
Mijin ........................ Alvin
Me ........................... Eugene
Kelvin ..................... Joey
Lingshi .................... Tze Ee
Kai Qing .................. Chin Wee
Jinxuan ................... Jill
Derick ...................... Abigail
Wei Jian .................. Yu Yi
Nazima .................... Shi Xian
Deslyn .....................(not sure if got more)
Shi Yi
Bao Ying
Farhan
Shafiq

Very big bunch right.
So...found out my form teacher was pregnnt.
Got a lot of new teachers.
Well that almost it.

After we visit. A group of us went to sengkang for lunch.
K so Derick, Kelvin, Me, Mijin, Lingshi, Jinxuan, Kai Qing,
Eugene, Chor Peng, Nazima, Weijian and Deslyn went to compass point.
We ate at burger king. Then so expensive so we share a bit.
Derick finished my coke and Kelvin finished Eugene's.

After lunch went to roam around...BORING...
Got too boring for us so we went to the play ground near by.
Play fora while till the stupid gangster acting dipshits came.
So then we went back.
My mom wanted me to go home but the rest wants
to go play poker at fernvale.

I didn't want to go home alone cos i got into trouble at home.
And plus, they wanted to take the lrt but i had to take the bus.
So i tried to ask at least one of them come with me home.
But they didn't want too.
I kept asking MJ but she really didn't want too.
So...in the end they got Kelvin to go with me.
Weird...cos its Kelvin. Then again i couldn't go alone
and Kelvin is a pretty good friend of mine.

So that's about it. We talk and talk about school and then
i gt home. Thanked him then left.
Don't forget, after that i still got scolding.
*SIGH* This is the life !!!... :D

Ooh almost forgot here are some photos. Only 3. So...sorry.

>>>>>MJ

>>>>>LOL

>>>>>Nazima

Signing off...

new art work

2009-01-18T21:14:00.000+08:00

So...i was experemnting and viewing some artworks at deviant
art a while a ago, and i got interested and the digital arts they
made so i tried making one.
Heres is the small version.
It's my first on ever.
Just a newbie in digital art's work.

Here it is...

Please go easy on me if it not that nice.

And i'm posting it here.

Though it's my blog so...i have the rights...

Anyways i'm in my school band.
All thanks to a "friend" that "placed" me in.
Anyway thanks...
At first i wanted to quit but i stayed inside
and now i'm enjoying the band.
So...that's it.
Another history lesson tomorrow.
Damn f**king boring...

Signing off...

Dead blog alert

2009-01-14T19:50:00.000+08:00

Walao my blog is dying.
Only thing making it alive me posting.
This is not enough.
I'm going to advertise.
Any clever ideas for advertising?
Ok so...i need to advertise.
So thats it i'll make a new layout first and i'll put everything on february.
And just as i thought history is so...DAMN boring...
It's such a drag...

Signing off...

Go Black

2009-01-09T19:49:00.000+08:00

Yay black.
I'm so...into black right now.
So i have a few stuff coloring to do.
I'm changing most of my stuff to black.
I suddenly liked black yesterday for no reason.
Now i'm changing half of my stuff to black.
Well that's almost it.
I got used to my new school already and made quite a few friends.
K, that was short. Well thats it.

Signing off...

first day of school

2009-01-03T13:40:00.000+08:00

Yup yesterday was the first day of school.
Wasn't really in that happy mood in the morning
but it got betterlater on at school.

First reason why i wasn't happy: It was my birthday.
Yes, i'm 13 now. So... i gt old by another year yesterday.
I don't really like my birthday since its always the first day
of school and its after new year so not much money
for a great celebration.

Second reason: It wasn't raining.
I'm very happy evertime it rains. And not so much when its
sunny. Its just the way i am.

So yeah i'm 13 now. And here is how my first day begun.
Got up at 5.30. Ok thats a bit far way down.
So i went to school with Tsz Ee. Great. And when i got there
it was like orchard on new year's day. Damn crowded.
After everyone got settled downfor the flag ceremony.
There was a whole long speech by the principal.

Ok now skip some of those part and let's get to business.
This is gonna be a long post. Ok so there were to seniors that
went to our class when we got there. And started the introduction.
Everone had to say they're names and school and some hobbies or somethin.
So after that they were like making jokes and we had some laughs.
And a new guy just popped in and he started walking around.
He was looking for his bag. Then when he couldn't find it he
just t down his seat.

After recess when we got back to class.
Then our form teacher discussed some stuff about school
class decoration competition. Moving on there was an announcement
calling for that guy looking for his bag but the weird thing was they were
saying "from class 1A2 ". So he just went outside and our teacher wondered
why he went out cos they said class 1A2. Later on we went for another
boring, boring, speech by our principal and the discipline master.
It went for 2 hours. What a pain. And take note of this. To all my classmates
this discipline master is much scarier than Mr. Gregory Tan. Brr....

K so the only interesting thing during the speech was about that guy
who lost his bag. Looks like he was from class 1A2 and he entered the wrong class.
Our class 1E2. Looks like he went to the toilet and got lost to another class.
Our class. Then the teacher was waiting for him for 1 hour and
wondered why he wasn't back yet. So she/he went to the general office
to page for him. He thought our class was his class because the seating
position in his class was the same as ours. And his seat in our class was empty so he
thought it was he's seat.

What the fuck was that all about. It was worse when i got lost in fernvale primary.
So yeah that was how my first day of school was. When i was on my way home
i met Alvin. He lives just the opposite of our school at the blocks there.
So at least i saw a friend, a familiar face that will at least make me happier.
At least its not all strange new people for a whole day. Brr... Well i hope others had
a better first day. So that's all the bucket loads of crap that happened.
God i miss fernvale. I'm visiting on monday after school. See Mrs. Lee, Mrs. Tan,
Mrs. Lim and maybe Mr. Gregory Tan. Visit them at least. That's it thanks for
reading all this.

Signing off...

Happy New Year

2009-01-01T12:59:00.000+08:00

Happy new year to everyone out there that are still breathing.
A new chapter or our lives are started since 12 midnight
and a chapter has also ended at the same time.
Its a new year so its a new start.
Especially for us P 6's. We'll have to be seperated for
our secondary schools.
Well its a new beggining, a fresh start.
Good luck to all then for this new year.
That's all i can say.
We're leaving the year of the rat and entering the year of the ox.
A new challenge has begun and its so on...

Signing of...

Late greeting.

2008-12-28T07:42:00.000+08:00

Gomen. Gomen. So...so...sorry for not posting this christmas.
I hope everyone had a merry christmas this year.
Nothing much to say except that i had been very busy
to blog about christmas the day itself.

Anyay there was nothing much to do for christmas in Singapore.
*SIGH* I would have had more fun if i was in philippines.
Well...nothing left to say. And i'm still waking up around 1 to 3 am
and can't sleep.
I think have insomnia or something...
Whatever it is never mind.

Signing off...

serendipity

2008-12-21T21:44:00.000+08:00

Here it is layout version 8 is here. Its called serendipity.
Look for its defenition on the dictionary if you don't know.
I don't bother explaining cos i'm too lazy.
So i came across that word when i was reading
and i looked up its definition and i kinda liked the word.
Then i used it for this layout. So here's layout 8.
Enjoy and i feel like trying something.
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Er...i forgot what it was.
Well, nvm. Just forget about it.
Looks like all of my friends are of for a new start.
New school. New friends (may take some time).
New annoyng peoples pissing us off. LoL.
So that's it, until we all meet again.

Hey watch this video if you have time.
I know its naruto and some of you may not like it.
Just so you know, they just used naruto characters
as characters for the skit.I'm telling you your gonna
LOLROFLMFAS.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wbbMR9ZjcXY&feature=related
And that is all...

Signing off...

Bowenian

2008-12-19T21:44:00.000+08:00

Today went to bowen for registration.
Never thought it was so near my place.
Anyway its kinda like not so big and not so small either.
Still, i'll get lost on the first day and i know it.
Just like in fernvale on my first day.

So...i got my uniform after the registration.
Bowen's uniform is like bluish grey both top and skirt.
The top has white stripes.
Bowen's uniform used to have a red tie and the previous
uniforms were kinda with red.
Now they change, starting next year bowenians have to change the
red to blue. Blue ties and P.E uniforms.
I don't like the change cos it seems that the redones were nicer.

So...now i'm officially no longer a fernvaleian but a bowenian.
*SIGH*...there's only to fernvaleians in bowen .
Me and Tsz Ee.
Kinda sad only two of us.
So...this is it. Sayonara fernvale. T.T.

Signing off...

My Life

2008-12-14T05:13:00.000+08:00

Haha post post post post...
I have to keep on posting.
Anyway look at he time i'm posting this.
Early huh?

Now here is the reason why.
I sleep at 10...pretty normal.
Then i wake up at 1.30 daily cos i can't sleep.
I slept to much during afternoons.
So here i am now blogging and only slept for 1 and a half hour.

Hopeless...but kinda great.
No annoying brother bugging me to get of the com.
No parents naggin me to do chores and chores cos they are asleep or at work.
Mostly if my parents are asleep i don't use the com cos they wake up.
Instead during those times i listen to music or just stare in blank space and think.
So...many thoughts...
Now gonna go listen to music so sayonara.

Signing off...